So much here that is relevant to my year past. This might get drawn out so I apologise beforehand.
I managed to save 2 OB Ripper phenos, 2 LA Haze phenos, 2 Sun Maiden phenos, and my favorite Daybreaker pheno. I am going to clone them and run them awhile. The LA Haze is so insane. It has replaced Kali Mist as the sat of choice for me. The combo of the (LA Conf x Kali Mist) x Gage's Afghani is just sick. I can't wait to get my head right to smoke again.
I am happy you kept some killer phenos! But your Sats are not going to serve you for a while. You are permanently high right now. Adrenaline, endorphine, etc etc. So let me guess: You toke and oddly your heart rate climbs. Instead of comfort it feels like your head is falling apart. Like your brain is spinning it's wheels, revving the engine but not going anywhere. Breathing might become irregular, slight sweats. Nervous energy, like you've been locked inside one room for a week, every muscle slightly uncomfortable. But the worst part is you think LESS straight. Instead of slowly working through a thought like usual, it is impossible to hold onto one and it feels like a regression. I know that feeling.
Only way you are going to smoke a Sat right now is if you follow it with a HARD work-out. Hit the joint, then hit the circuit. Sats are going to revv you up hardcore.
We've been little bean addicts lately with the GG and Bodhi. I'm growing out the Cornerstone you recommended and much much more. Ham's so jealous.
A little bit yeah. But I'm the mofo sitting on the pre-release packs of both Bodhi and Gage
Fuck yeah st0w. I love it man. I am at the point that I can begin to care for something other than me again. And the topics just keep getting weirder.
'When the going gets weird, the weird go pro' Hunter S Thompson
Thanks guys. I am going to get things cleaned up and hit it again. It sounds crazy but I can't even get myself to smoke. I get a little weird these days when I spark up. It's a shame. So much insane weed to smoke. I'll figure things out as I go I guess. 26 years is a long time to flush down the toilet. I will be whining for a little while. Please forgive me ahead of time guys. It's so great to see you all. What's the latest on the strain game? What's hot these days. I feel like I have been gone for awhile.
Oh hell been there and got a spare T-Shirt because of my extended stay. A human being is only capable of processing x ammount. That is why these crazy genius people are usually loners, they do not have the emotional capacity for a relationship, all the processing power is going towards intellect. You are going through an emotionally testing time, your waking mind is going to have a lot less room right now. Shit will get neglected, it is par for the course. The point you start to worry is if you neglect your own health. This is the big danger sign to watch out for. Everything else, par for the course.
26 years flushed down the toilet as you say, that is a hardcore one. You got your kids out of it though. And if you are anything like me and you could travel back in time, you would do it all the same again because of your children. THEY have no fight with you man. They will be there till you are old and need to go snowboarding in a wheelchair. Hell they'll be steering the thing and givin' you a push to get you going.
Far as your kids are concerned, all you need is patience and they will come to you. Even if legal barriers get thrown up (oh chicks love that one) the kids won't give a shit. They are right at the age of rebellion too, your ex is in for a few surprises of the unpleasant order. You just don't give a teenager an excuse to hate you. She's gonna have it tough mate.
Anyhow, I'll get to my story in a bit...
Do not even get me started on the topic.
I am old enough to have seen that Men have gotten the shaft
over the last three generations.
It is as if Women were slaves before 1960. No, many of them
"wore the pants in the house" even back then.
We have zero rights. It is good that you got a lawyer.
Ah well, even this rant will get push back. "Take it" ain't enough for
society, they want us to like it too.
JD
Exactly the reasons I do not fit in in 'society'. Take your place and LIKE it! Play the role and play it with passion! Screw that. Not like it is easy living outside of mainstream society but at least I am doing what I do because I WANT to. Not getting rich taking this approach, but I look 8 years younger than I am thanks to it.
Chicks are HARDCORE. They are no friggin angels I can tell you that. But it is how we raise our daughters man. We make our boys work for everything but we pave our daughters' roads in gold bricks. We give it to 'em easy from day one and protect rights that for boys go right out the window on merit of them being boys. That is my theory anyhow.
Shitty deal Gand. Sorry to hear that.
Whoa, err, nice new avatar?
Gand,
I feel your pain and can relate. I bought my wife an upgrade wedding ring for Xmas (10 year anni soon), and she told me to take it back. Just now getting back on track...again. It's possible brother.
Same here. Ten years in March. Took us nine of those to see eye to eye. I am still exhausted Red. Takes it out of you. Particularly the dreams eh?... You get away from it in the day then WHAMMO right as you get some friggin rest. What can you do LOL
It's complete insanity. I am no boy scout but good grief. My lawyer is on it. Sucks all the way around. Thanks for the kind words guys. I let my whole grow show go to shit over this. Time to start the comeback.
Any advice for finding out the woman you married is evil and tells you to take a hike? Talk about shock. I am still crying in my milk. Pure evilness. Lowers my faith in mankind.
OK so my response to these last two in a new post, character limit and alla that...
Some Bubba, Afghan Haze x PCK, DB, Lemon Thai x Freedom Baby, etc...
