hey sonar and everyone, I wanted to stop by in this thread and say a few more things about this. After looking this thread over I think I have found out what the problem is here. I dont think it has anythign to do with the cold temperatures, i dont think it has anythingto do with sonars growing ability, I think it has to do with the tremendously horrible soil that is being used here. its frustrating to me to watch someone such as sonar, who I personally know to be a very good and capable grower, sit here and rack his brain after losing 100s of dollars in seeds, doubting himself and his abilities when he is to me, if not a veteran a VERY good capable grower. His frustration and embaressment over something like this is what frustrates ME. The soil companies in a bid to make a quickbuck off of not only MJ growers but regular novice gardeners alike, will get this soil that is not that good but not that bad either, they will then throw tons of fucking wood chips and other terrible fucking things to make more weight and to basically ''fluff their soil so that plants not only do not need half the shit but end up hurting them in the long run causing ph imbalances and leaching the soil of precious water and other essentials. Then on top of that all they will bag this shit up by the fucking tons and tons and let it sit wet out in the sun for ages and ages before it finally reaches your store shelves so by the time you get it home and open it it smells like a dead fucking animal is inside the bag....THIS is what frustrates me, and to be honest, it pisses me the fuck off, allow me to share a short story.
my mother, bless her heart, is an aging, but very very wonderful person, i love her very much, not only because shes my mom, but becasue shes my friend, theres not many people who will care for you like your mother will, and that shit is for life, but enough of that. my mom, she likes to garden, she likes to plant flowers, she likes to plant tomatoes, corn. zuchinni, fucking carrots and all that type of shit you know, shes no farmer, she nevergrows alot, shes luckyif shehas a 5by5 garden and harvests more than a few lbs of any veg.....regardless, she does it because she enjoys it,it occupies her time and in her growing old age i feel anything that keeps her busy and sane and not getting dementia like my grandmother only makes me happy...but anyways enough about that. my mom does not grow MJ. shes not for it nor against it, she chooses not to partake and thats OK. One day i decdided last spring i would head over to visit my mom and see how her garden veggies were coming along...see how she was doing and maybe give her a hand if she would let me or needed it. When I got there and started looking over her plants I was seriously mortified. Not only were most of them fucking dead and diseased, but even alot of the soil actually CAME with bugs she told me,she wasnt sure waht they were, they sort of looked like fungus gnats to me. i couldnt tell, i was pissed and immediatley dug up all of her plants, took ALL of the dirt and put it into my pickup and then proceeded to bring it to the river to fucking dump it where it belongs, somewhere where NO plant will ever have to suffer in it. She told me she had gone to the garden store or walmart or whatever and got this dirt and not only that paid a decent amount for it to....my mom is almost 60 years old people...she can grow a fucking vegetable or two...well because of this soil she seriously compromised most of her plants last growing season, luckily I was angry about it and decided not only was I going to go get her the right kind of Soil, but I was going to get her new plants and put them all in the ground for her to make sure she could have her fucking summer hobby....I doubt my mother could of sat there and gone through ALL of that work again on her own, she is getting fucking old you know. But that sure as fuck doesnt stop for one second soil companies slinging nasty, smelly, dirty ass fucking dirt on unsuspecting people who are to trusting to think someone running a fucking DIRT company would fuck them over.
now i know maybe some would say, ''well your mom should have known better and should have looked at the soil when she got it or blah blah blah''...to this i say...fucking rubbish...shes a 55 year old woman with a fucking half assed gardening hobby, she shouldnt HAVE to check fucking dirt, to MAKE SURE its going to work, IT SHOULD JUST FUCKING WORK. Am I the only one who thinks this?? Am i fucking out of my mind?. if i am PLEASE someone say something i will go fucking to the shrink ASAP....Sometimes i feel like we are in this world and we are all fucking walking backwards, speaking gibberish, making NO sense and watching fucking paint dry all day long while everyone around me huffs it or something. Like, what the fuck, am I out of my mind? is it me? I wish i knew cause it seems that everyday that goes by everything I have ever beentaught about, morality, respect, better judgement, BEING A GOOD PERSON is just relegated to fucking HOW-TO's for dummies and then sold to those same EXACT fucking dummies. do we need help sonar?
no...I dont think so....MAYBE IM THE CRAZY ONE
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