MaryJaneFamily420
Well-Known Member
I was planning on maybe going because I have no friends, but I realized I have no friends because I don't like people. Anyways I have decided to quit growing and smokng, at least for a while.
I'll be here doing nothing as usual wondering why I am even here except to be tortured. I think I've done messed up my head thinking too hard about life and it's meaning. I'm depressed because I figured out nothing really matters and everything is most likely pointless.
I look at my food and it doesn't make sense, nothing makes sense, and that's my reality. The sad thing is I made this my reality, and I'm stuck in it. I feel like the whole world is holding me back, but it's really just me doing it to myself. Things shouldn't be the way they are but then again nothing matters anyways, so I guess it's the way it should be.....fuck!
I'll be here doing nothing as usual wondering why I am even here except to be tortured. I think I've done messed up my head thinking too hard about life and it's meaning. I'm depressed because I figured out nothing really matters and everything is most likely pointless.
I look at my food and it doesn't make sense, nothing makes sense, and that's my reality. The sad thing is I made this my reality, and I'm stuck in it. I feel like the whole world is holding me back, but it's really just me doing it to myself. Things shouldn't be the way they are but then again nothing matters anyways, so I guess it's the way it should be.....fuck!