just blazed for the first time today i think im rising to an 8
8 is a good number for me because i tend to get paranoid if i got above that when im not drinking
but when i get drunk theres no limit, no paranoia
"This is the only time i really feel alive" -Trent Resnor, Nine Inch Nains
Its song about drinking he wrote
also if your really wanna mess with your head download "terrible lie" the tool version of the NIN song. its messed up
Here's why:
Hey God Why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
Hey God I think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Hey God I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
Hey God Can this world really be as sad as it seems?
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't
Hey God There's nothing left for me to hide
I lost my ignorance, security and pride
I'm all alone in the world you must despise
Hey God I believed your promises, your promises and lies!
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Sorry not trying to be a downer or anything I feel great