I had a theory I was hoping someone could comment on. I have some mild anxiety. And it gets exacerbated at the thought of losing control. At one point I couldn't even drink coffee without panicking about not being able to fall asleep. Those days are behind me now but I still have some mental weaknesses I'd like to conquer.
So, they say people with anxiety shouldn't do mushrooms as you can have a bad trip. I was thinking about using mushrooms as a tool and it goes as followed.
Start out with a level 1 dose. As the bad thoughts come try and control your mind to turn them into positive thoughts. Write down the experience and then celebrate the victory in order to build confidence and positive habits. If I have a bad experience it wont be too bad because I have a small dose.
Once I conquer that level I increase to a level 2 dose. And continue the process until I am able to control my thoughts completely at a level 5 dose.
The theory, and my question is will I be able to apply what I've learned in my trips to my sober self? Can I train myself to become a creature without self produced mental anguish? Can I become zen, and without anger and negativity using shrooms?
So, they say people with anxiety shouldn't do mushrooms as you can have a bad trip. I was thinking about using mushrooms as a tool and it goes as followed.
Start out with a level 1 dose. As the bad thoughts come try and control your mind to turn them into positive thoughts. Write down the experience and then celebrate the victory in order to build confidence and positive habits. If I have a bad experience it wont be too bad because I have a small dose.
Once I conquer that level I increase to a level 2 dose. And continue the process until I am able to control my thoughts completely at a level 5 dose.
The theory, and my question is will I be able to apply what I've learned in my trips to my sober self? Can I train myself to become a creature without self produced mental anguish? Can I become zen, and without anger and negativity using shrooms?