abe supercro
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Shoes look good.
make a plan to get away for short time ....do i need a suit
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justugh
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this is for the funeral on friday
the last time i will see alof of this ppl .....so i am doing my best to make good impression on them so does not reflect baddly on my dad
after that i have 2 days to set up the house get the feed plan written down and pack the bag ......sunday is my b-day i plan to sleep wake up midnight get in car at 4 am and off on the plane at 6:40 am on the 22 i get back 31 at 640 am
then i got 3 weeks to take care of more of this stuff and i fly back out again for work .....fly back here get the last of it done and then drive out to oregon in the car with the computer and tv the rest is staying here i buy a air bed and a few things out there if all good in 6 months have a pod bring my stuff out here close this op down completey or sell it off to one of buddies to run and take 1/4 of the profits from that or we rent this house and i get 900 a month spliting the 1800 with older brother
this is the last time i ever have to do this ......he is the last parnet the last one anyone can say u made that child what the hell did u do to him ......after this i am free older brother knows i am coming in jeans and a 3 button polo (his wife is cool with it)
justugh
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funeral friday
justugh
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thanks those took me 30 mins to pick out .....i hate shopping
not to shiney .......they look like adult shoes
abe supercro
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outfit looks bold but acceptable. Black shirt kinda rock n roll goth.A white shirt and dress jacket (linen or silk) would lighten the look up and stay classy. White shirts are Amish.May need different tie if you go that route. jacket man. where's the dress coat?
justugh
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looking at a 105 heat index ....i was told not to wear one and not to drink untill after in the ground do not need me passing out from the heat at the grave site
i wanted a navy blue shirt and a pair of black slacks ......but none in my collar and cuff 17 inch and 34 35
i do not even think i need to wear a tie ......but it always good to have one picked incase others have one
justugh
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i do not think i can do that .....i am just not that kind of person to have something made for me other then a practical thing..... i have had a leather hat made for me to replace the one i have if i ever lose it in a river like i did the last one before that .....might order a leather duster jacket( but that will be my jacket until death if i do )
honestly if i did not think i go to jail or the mental ward i would walk around barefoot in boxers and a t-shirt (longest i gone is 41 days no pants very proud of that )
justugh
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more making sure i did the right thing
using ppl here to tell if i am picking the right thing to make sure it is right with out bugging older brother .....to be exact
a actuall suit getting made and all that is just not something i am able to do .......i can see the benefit but all this stuff will get dry cleaned and put away never to be worn again unless funeral or wedding or court ever comes up again
i actually have the shoes pants and jacket i have woren since i was 18 to every funeral i ever been too ......but i can not do it i buried my little brother my mom my grand parents my uncles my aunts my friends in that stuff if i wear it again it will be a full cirlce i will have buried my family in that outfit in less time it takes for moths to take a jacket i buried all but 1 member of my family my older brother ...when i see it i rem them all i can tell u where every scuff came from every piece of what ever is in the pockets (something from each one saved in it)......when i was 10 i had 30 total blood now 1 ....i do have family by marriage and little nephew of blood
yah my life is fucked up and i still have not pulled the trigger on myself yet i will beat robin williams time i will
edit .....it might sound bad but it freaks me out.....i am the only one in my whole family that has never needed a doctor for more then setting a bone or sewing up a hole ...really and i done enough drugs to kill a horse and done enough dumb life threaten shit by the laws of odds i should of died at least 3 times by now ....really ppl took bets on when i die they all paid me
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Aeroknow
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Dude.
Get fitted for your new pants and shirt, it feels good.
You don't need a fucking jacket though.
Some nice new maddens and a good tie, that's it! That's all you need to look like a morman elder
BionicΩChronic
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Glad to see you are doing at least a little better. Last time i saw you posting you were talking about. Having mercury on the lead just in case.
Heavy shit dude.
Im sorry, youve had to bury so many so fast. I hope that this trip helps you find the clairity and peace you need.
The clothes look fine, go with what makes you comfortable
Heavy shit dude.
Im sorry, youve had to bury so many so fast. I hope that this trip helps you find the clairity and peace you need.
The clothes look fine, go with what makes you comfortable
justugh
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when where what is the bet what is the drug
uppers u are going to need a tazer for me anything over 10 million volts ......this is the only warning on that
downers we are going to need a mirror and pulp fiction kit ........always wanted to do that
crazy pills your going to need a detox.....i am going to need 3 days sleep and pitcher of iced tea when i get up
lsd shrooms ......we need to gps tag me if i do not return in 5 hours come and get me ....i tend to follow bright things or shinny things
drinking ......b vits and pedalight ......yes apple pedilight(greatest thing invented drink this 30 40 mins head ache gone in morning) .....and pill form pepto
if u want u can lay out everything u got i will mix myself a cocktail and u can take .......warning 1 person tried this the resulting action of this was him passed out for 18 hours ( we picked him up dropped on sofa ...water...smacking him everything but burning him did stick with safety pin ) .....he was breathing and eyes reactived to light so left him there .......the man is know as Zulu .....6'6'' 6'7'' with dread locks back then .......he is the only man i have ever met that could match me drinking shot for shot beer for beer .....happy drunk me and zulu are good buddies
tyler.durden
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Be wary of molesting tailors...
justugh
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knuckle bump
the shell is be hide me on the shelf .........that is part of bi polar and lows
with us it is when we stop talking means we made up our mind on a action .......aslong long as only thinking hope still in the head somewhere (crazy ppl 101)
qwizoking
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bruh your talkin to a pro
go pop 40mg of xanax, 150mg of morphine pop 4 triple stacks (xo) and come talk to me after you kill a bottle...rum of course
or whatever course you wanna take
that's me in wonderland ^
sometime a heavy dose of dilaudid, for bliss and comfort
or massive doses of dissociative and my lsd for tripping
fuck wit a boss
go pop 40mg of xanax, 150mg of morphine pop 4 triple stacks (xo) and come talk to me after you kill a bottle...rum of course
or whatever course you wanna take
that's me in wonderland ^
sometime a heavy dose of dilaudid, for bliss and comfort
or massive doses of dissociative and my lsd for tripping
fuck wit a boss
justugh
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your talking to a OG when it comes to pills and other things.........my friends had to tackle me and keep me in the woods for 10 days i was turning yellow
my mom got sick ......and this was the 90s i was popping 4 80 mg oxy taken bong hits and then hydrocodon some kolipin and to top it lithium riddlen ( functional talking and making deals ) ..........it got to the point where ppl would bring me pills to look at as i had a book to look them up tell them what they did
2 of my friends are dumber due to me they were my ginie pigs .......they would take combos of pills i mixed up
lvls
buzzed
wahoo
party time
lalla land
my set
u told me where u wanted to go body weight and if u had anything else in yah i go to the bag of pills and send u there
i never once lost a person not once when i was incharge and throw the party .........and these are parties at hope valley .......a camp some kid died in the late 70s got shut down (found it on one of my hikes tho the woods )
when i said i ran a party house i ran a party house .......all my ppl we taken care of everyone got real shit and good deals
my ather is dead my mother is gone ........fuck it for 5 years i ran this county and had a piece in 4 others ....the house was raided 3 times because i made the narco list .....the reason i got off it was cops they liked to party too ....fucking a 14 year while fucked up off coke not a great idea and fucking with a judges daughter was dumber ....but oh my god was she a great party slut
justugh
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i been pumped full of shit ....the good shit
u are taking pain pills
try antipsychotics
take 300 mgs of seroguil and do anything ........i been pumped with the best .......i know what happens to me what i can take thanks to those dumb asses my system can withstand doses that are near lethal lvls ........they had me 3600mg lithum and 2400 depakote plus what ever the new pill was that month
weekly blood test ........4 years
...to test my liver and kidney function .........lose my hair before 18 permit spare tire now
and xanax bar are crap .......that is something u use after comming down off coke
lozaipam .....now what is a pill try a 5 mg if the doctor will give u it ......odds are 1 mg so try that first
u are taking pain pills
try antipsychotics
take 300 mgs of seroguil and do anything ........i been pumped with the best .......i know what happens to me what i can take thanks to those dumb asses my system can withstand doses that are near lethal lvls ........they had me 3600mg lithum and 2400 depakote plus what ever the new pill was that month
weekly blood test ........4 years
...to test my liver and kidney function .........lose my hair before 18 permit spare tire now
and xanax bar are crap .......that is something u use after comming down off coke
lozaipam .....now what is a pill try a 5 mg if the doctor will give u it ......odds are 1 mg so try that first