Roger A. Shrubber
Well-Known Member
i WAS a sociopath, i'm one of the rare few who matured out of it and developed a conscience, even if it seems stunted by comparison with others. i avoid contact with most people because having empathy sucks, and i don't like to feel my own pain, let alone others.
everyone, including myself, uses one or more "crutches" to hobble through their days. people like to rationalize to themselves that they're doing it all by themselves, but take their crutch away and they'd stumble pretty quick.
i smoke weed, grow weed, avoid people, and actually take meds (lexapro) to be able to go to the store without running people over with my cart and smacking them with french bread for blocking the aisles.
those are my crutches, and i probably have more i rationalize into invisibility to myself.
i'd rather no one kick them out from under me, and i try not to kick anyone elses.
everyone, including myself, uses one or more "crutches" to hobble through their days. people like to rationalize to themselves that they're doing it all by themselves, but take their crutch away and they'd stumble pretty quick.
i smoke weed, grow weed, avoid people, and actually take meds (lexapro) to be able to go to the store without running people over with my cart and smacking them with french bread for blocking the aisles.
those are my crutches, and i probably have more i rationalize into invisibility to myself.
i'd rather no one kick them out from under me, and i try not to kick anyone elses.