@curious2garden
@Grandpapy
@GreatwhiteNorth
Well after a few days of acting like an ass. I've (mostly) come to my senses. I went and fooled in politics, while drinking, and;
1: got my sensitivity in check
2: realized I was better off during my 17 days on the wagon.
I owe you 3 an apology most of all. I got overly defensive, when you had nothing but good intentions.
Greatwhitenorth; just bad timing when you chimed in. Honestly no offense taken to anything you said. Thanks for help on my careless post.
Grandpapy and Curious. I understand I took everything the wrong way, and appreciate your caring enough to chime in. My only possible excuse is a mother that sees any chance to help, as a chance to criticize, and the ambiguity of typed conversations. Its on me, and how I should have taken it for the free helpful advice it was.
And I'm thinking I'm probably bipolar.
Anywho, hope y'all won't hold it against me too mich.
I enjoy sharing with y'all, and will definitely check my sensitivity.
@dstroy
Really appreciate your support. Probly wouldn't of looked back, or would've turned into a sock troll, if not for you.
Truly, Sorry to go full asshole on everybody.
So, back on the wagon, looking to beat 17 days.
My true problem with not drinking, is I smoke all day, and by the evening I get no buzz.
I know it's still helping with depression and pain, but I miss the fun. The wife gets all goofy off 1/2 a cookie, but I eat the equal of 7grams decarbed weed and only slight drowsy effect.
I've got bulged discs in my back, torn shoulders, and torn ligaments in one knee (on top of suicidal depression, that's not been an issue since regular smoking for 20 years) and weed is a definite cure. But I miss the buzz. Not sure where I was going with that. But thanks for listening
@Grandpapy
@GreatwhiteNorth
Well after a few days of acting like an ass. I've (mostly) come to my senses. I went and fooled in politics, while drinking, and;
1: got my sensitivity in check
2: realized I was better off during my 17 days on the wagon.
I owe you 3 an apology most of all. I got overly defensive, when you had nothing but good intentions.
Greatwhitenorth; just bad timing when you chimed in. Honestly no offense taken to anything you said. Thanks for help on my careless post.
Grandpapy and Curious. I understand I took everything the wrong way, and appreciate your caring enough to chime in. My only possible excuse is a mother that sees any chance to help, as a chance to criticize, and the ambiguity of typed conversations. Its on me, and how I should have taken it for the free helpful advice it was.
And I'm thinking I'm probably bipolar.
Anywho, hope y'all won't hold it against me too mich.
I enjoy sharing with y'all, and will definitely check my sensitivity.
@dstroy
Really appreciate your support. Probly wouldn't of looked back, or would've turned into a sock troll, if not for you.
Truly, Sorry to go full asshole on everybody.
So, back on the wagon, looking to beat 17 days.
My true problem with not drinking, is I smoke all day, and by the evening I get no buzz.
I know it's still helping with depression and pain, but I miss the fun. The wife gets all goofy off 1/2 a cookie, but I eat the equal of 7grams decarbed weed and only slight drowsy effect.
I've got bulged discs in my back, torn shoulders, and torn ligaments in one knee (on top of suicidal depression, that's not been an issue since regular smoking for 20 years) and weed is a definite cure. But I miss the buzz. Not sure where I was going with that. But thanks for listening