I don't have a death wish, just a major distrust of the medical incompetents. I do quite well taking care of myself without the frustration of doctors or the side effects of pharmaceuticals. The story I shared was just the culmination of a lifetime of mistreatment by doctors. I have no filter when it comes to someone who thinks they are superior to me, so putting me in the same room with one isn't a great idea - I'm allergic to jail. None of us gets out alive, and if I have cancer or some shit, I don't want to know. I'm good with my decision and if the family isn't, they need the help, not me.