Here's a hard truth. We live in a get rich quick, look at me society. Sick,but they look down on those that actually work hard and produce or maintain all those shiny things they are so quick to flaunt in vanity. Forget their disdain. Take pride in your efforts that allowed them the arrogance among other almost funny faults.
I always had mood swings. I believe everyone had them. But my depression seems reasonable to me. I'm just depressed because like mentioned before, I walk aimlessly. I understand it's serious however because most of my friends and people my age also walk aimlessly and just want to live a good life which is understandable BUT they do not care about finding purpose or becoming great at something. I just feel useless. If I end going to a psychologist like my brother, i will just get prescription for seroxat or some shit like that and don't want that.
Yup that's what happened to me hence I mentioned I gave my 100% to something and failed. Thanks for your input.
it's all good.....right now your purpose is to look into that mirror.....every morning and every evening......and just look at what's "in front" of you....the rest will at most just fall into place......
Will watch it in a little bit. Thanks my friend.
Thank you my friend! God Bless you!
All the support says a lot about all of you guys. Thank you so much. People showed interested in both threads of mine and shows that are many good people that are willing to help a complete stranger out. I really don't want to have a "pity party" but my thoughts just do not align with the thoughts and beliefs of the people I speak to in my everyday life so wanted to get more opinions and perspectives from you guys. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
"We are here on Earth to fart around. Don’t let anybody tell you any different.” — A Man Without a Country - Kurt Vonnegut
I'm a loner who rarely speaks in real life. I don't relate. Impaired me for years. Now it is my pride. I'm me. One of a kind. Not copy of the sheep. Perspective.
Now what?
I don’t usually try to respond to these kinds of things. Because what I feel or think may be totally different than what u believe of need. With that said, I was reading and seeing some responses that made me cringe inside. And well, I can tell you this, we are not all the same. Some people are willing to accept whatever they fall into and fill the rest with garbage, others strive to achieve something more. Some of us want to make a impact and have some type of legacy to be looked upon by our loved ones once we’re gone. So the first ? Is which of these are you? And as for the job thing, you don’t have to just jump ship, you can find the thing that you love, do it as a hobby till you get good at it. And then jump and land on your feet! I will tell you that what you love will change over time (not so much getting burned out) just things change. We learn about new things, we get opportunities to do things that are new, just life moves forward. And not always when we want it to lol. I’m 50 now and have had a few different jobs I loved. I’ve turned hobbies to jobs n back again. N I am still always looking and accepting of new opportunities. If your looking for a single thing to satisfy your needs you may never find it. My advice is to try everything you can, learn as much as you can, enjoy life as best you can. Don’t let fear hold you back! Trust me there is nothing to be afraid of. Do you know why? Because no matter what you will survive! ( small disclaimer) due to the Karen’s of the world I need to say that we are talking normal stuff here. Please don’t go jump off a roof n die cuz I said “ no matter what you will survive “. Anyway, we as humans are constantly learning and experiencing new things. Evolution is what we are all about! And there is no room for fear if you want to evolve. Fear, if it is allowed, holds you in place or makes you turn and flee. And only you can determine just how to deal with your fears. But from one person to the next, step up and move past it. You will surprise yourself with what you can do if you just put the effort in.
Thanks for sharing this. Really appreciate it.
lol how's that working out for you?
I completely agree and truly thank you for taking the time to write this and help someone out. Indeed no room for fear if you want to evolve. God Bless you and your family.
