Have you considered getting a job and moving out? I would be more concerned with that rather than growing and getting stoned. There's more to life than weed but you seem to have the mentality of a teenager.
I live in Istanbul. A disgusting dictator has ruled us for 20 years and everything is messed up in the country. Annual inflation is 120-150%. our currency used to be equal to 3 dollars but now it is 15 dollars. it is said that it will exceed 20 by the summer, we are being ruled disgusting. The price of house, car and anything you can think of has increased 4 times in the last 3 years. I finished university and 3 years ago I was going to go to a house, everything was ready, but this crisis changed the fate of the whole country and all the youth are hopeless and unhappy. I am already working but moving to a separate house is very costly at the moment, so I still have to live with my family. If I were a developed European country or an American citizen, do you think I would deal with this bullshit? I would grow 5 plants like you in my own house, I would have hundreds of grams of cigarettes in front of me. I'd be discussing different topics with you guys, we'd talk about lst, we'd talk about fertilizer, we'd talk about light, we'd be talking about genetics.
Actually, I agree that you are making fun of me, as I said, I would make fun of myself too, but the conditions are really bad in our country and everything will be much worse. We are a non-productive, unconscious, ignorant society. On top of that, a thief, a fascist dictator has destroyed our country. Our direction should have been western societies, but this disgusting man wanted to Arabize us because that's his ideology. He had no wealth before he took office, but now he has more than $100 billion, can you imagine? A mediocre, ignorant, uneducated man has amassed as much wealth as Jeff Bezos, Elon Musk, using religious and national sentiments for 20 years. He and his followers rob the country of billions of dollars every day. Our stupid people have not been able to wake up to this situation for 20 years and we are in this situation.
Anyway, dude, I'm sorry, but the conditions are really terrible. There is no hope or dream of any young person, including me. Life will be very difficult for all of us now. That's why I see smoking as a savior, because I can't accept this damn scheme when I'm not high.