Life Is Dark At This Moment In Time

neosapien

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My little 17yr old cousin killed herself yesterday :sad:. Shits crazy. Its incredibly shocking, sad and devasting. Life is dark very dark right now. Viewings Thursday and the funerals Friday. The familys in shambles. I have to run the business for a bit. Shits crazy. I hope you all are doing well. Your brother Neosapien out.
 

Carne Seca

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My little 17yr old cousin killed herself yesterday :sad:. Shits crazy. Its incredibly shocking, sad and devasting. Life is dark very dark right now. Viewings Thursday and the funerals Friday. The familys in shambles. I have to run the business for a bit. Shits crazy. I hope you all are doing well. Your brother Neosapien out.
I'm so sorry to hear that. My brother died last Friday and we're having his funeral on Thursday. He had a massive heart attack. He is leaving behind a wife with MS and a 15 year old son and two baby grandchildren. I know exactly what you're going through. Hang in there. It gets better.

(((hugs to you and your family)))
 

The Cryptkeeper

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I'm truly deeply saddened, but I'm going to ask, why would you post your 17 yo cousins death on a marijuana growing website. People have done stuff like that before and I've never got it. I understand that you may be hoping for comforting words, but you're likely to find just the opposite. Just a curious pondering. Bong hits to the girl. bongsmilie
 

neosapien

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I'm so sorry to hear that. My brother died last Friday and we're having his funeral on Thursday. He had a massive heart attack. He is leaving behind a wife with MS and a 15 year old son and two baby grandchildren. I know exactly what you're going through. Hang in there. It gets better.

(((hugs to you and your family)))
Thanks bro, I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. My condolences to you and yours. Shit sucks but things like this make you appreciate the people you still got even more.
 

Carne Seca

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Thanks bro, I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. My condolences to you and yours. Shit sucks but things like this make you appreciate the people you still got even more.
Yes it does. Plus my faith is helping me through this. He was my protector and confidant. I am gonna miss that ol' bastard. :)

If you need to talk, just pm me.
 

neosapien

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I'm truly deeply saddened, but I'm going to ask, why would you post your 17 yo cousins death on a marijuana growing website. People have done stuff like that before and I've never got it. I understand that you may be hoping for comforting words, but you're likely to find just the opposite. Just a curious pondering. Bong hits to the girl. bongsmilie
I got acouple hours to kill before the wife gets home from work so I thought I'd see if anyone can relate. I don't know I'll delete it if you think its not appropriate.
 

The Cryptkeeper

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I got acouple hours to kill before the wife gets home from work so I thought I'd see if anyone can relate. I don't know I'll delete it if you think its not appropriate.
You can't delete it. But I'm a STRONG believer in standing by your words. Deleting them and covering them up is just weak.
 

Carne Seca

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I got acouple hours to kill before the wife gets home from work so I thought I'd see if anyone can relate. I don't know I'll delete it if you think its not appropriate.
Don't take what crypt says wrong. He means well. There are some pretty vicious people on this site and they won't hesitate to tear you down. I didn't post my brother's death because of that fact but I knew what was going to happen and I wanted you to know someone had your back and understood the pain.
 

neosapien

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You can't delete it. But I'm a STRONG believer in standing by your words. Deleting them and covering them up is just weak.
I wouldn't be covering them up I'm not a coward, I thought you were insinuating that me talking about her suicide would give marijuana a bad name thus making it not appropriate for a pro-marijuana forum.
 

neosapien

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Don't take what crypt says wrong. He means well. There are some pretty vicious people on this site and they won't hesitate to tear you down. I didn't post my brother's death because of that fact but I knew what was going to happen and I wanted you to know someone had your back and understood the pain.
Yeah, I shouldn't have fed them huh.
 

The Cryptkeeper

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It's a tough situation asking for a persons logic behind a thread like this. I don't understand it, but I wont hesitate to ask you. Regardless of how you feel. Much love man. bongsmilie
 

The Cryptkeeper

Well-Known Member
I'm truly deeply saddened, but I'm going to ask, why would you post your 17 yo cousins death on a marijuana growing website. People have done stuff like that before and I've never got it. I understand that you may be hoping for comforting words, but you're likely to find just the opposite. Just a curious pondering. Bong hits to the girl. bongsmilie


Thank you Josh! Let me +rep you for my thousandth like! :)
 

mellokitty

Moderatrix of Journals
just as hate, love, money worries, despair, etc. don't just magically go away just because you sit down in front of riu, so with grief.

i feel terribly over your loss and your families' (both of you). it's never an easy thing, harder when it feels too soon.
 
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