ok so.. where to start,
a few months back now i had been really getting into the acid tabs, now in australia, well where i live anyway, it is really hard to fing clean and pure lsd.
i had been taking two black and white checker tabs (that what they called them) every weekend for 3 weekends in a row and they where the cleanest most strongest lsd i had ever tried and all was well for all those trips, it was the fourth weekend it happened.
as i put both tabs in my mouth it was a half hour later that i started to realise something different about the onset of this trip, then all of a sudden BAM! i was fully tripping out of nowhere this onset of just scattered thoughts and hallucinations that was uncontrolable, now this story may take awahile so here goes.
it was a cruisey satdy night at my mates house and girlfriends house (they where brother an sister) when we got the call to say the new batch was in after we had depleted the supply of the old batch which were of the same name and same brand (black and white checkers) accordin to the the sellers they where the second strongest in western australia but we had been taking them for the previous 3 weekends so we thought nothing of it, yes they were stronger then normal lsd we would buy but considering it was the fourth weekend we were going to get them we got the same amount as usual, me and my girlfriennd, whos name shall not be mentioned bothed dropped two straight away, half an hour later we were both sitting side by side in the lounge room waiting for the effects, as i sat there concentrating on the tv my other friend ill call jackson in this story was sitting in the arm chair next to us, as the trip started to set in something was feeling a little bit more subtle inn the way the trip approached me.
forty five minutes had passed since we had takin the tabs and i was fully tripping by this stage, as i look to the left in the armchair jackson would be talking to me normally and i would be responding as usual and havin a conversation, the next time i was to look at jackson his dreadlocks were razor sharp points and his face had the devilish grin of a sphycopath on it and as this happened the whole lounge room would turn bright red, at first i was telling myself its all the trip its fine even though it constantly happened every single time he was to speak to me, then an hour and a half had past since we had dropped and i was fully gone, i wouldnt say tripping, i wouldnt say panicking but for the life of me i couldnt seem to stay in a state of conciousness for more then ten seconds without fully wigging out of every single itty bityy detail of everything and anything around me, as i start to realise this is a very hard trip i pik myself up and attempt to go into the backroom of the house, as i do this my girlfriend follows me to see if i am okay...
thats where i go blank, the next thing i know i am struggling to stand clenching the waist of my girlfriends in the back room trying to breath, as this feeling is coming over me i start to feel a pain so emense (and i know this is seriously going to sound crazy but i know what i felt was true) the pain so emense is the heartbeat of my heart slowing down and slowly missbeating to try and meet the heartbeat of the girl i loved, to the day i still dont understand it it but anyway as i am holding her so dam tightly the exspression on my girlfriends face was to say holy shit i can feel what you are feeling inside of you, the pain is undescribable, i mean INTENSE PAIN the worst feeling i have ever felt, as this happened my girlfriends was trying to talk me throuh the trip and i go blank again, next thing i know im sitting in the kitchen with her by my side trying to concentrate to determan reality from the acid, this was not possible, every ten seconds i would move my head to try concentrate and bang im gone again, after this experience i ended up in her room on her bed as im lying the emotionless, sore, and scarred for my life as wat feels as if i was about to die then ten seconds or so pass and all i know is im finding myself trying to pierce my chest with a toothpick to ease my pain, 3 times i attempted to stab it through and all three times my girlfriend was there to stop me, for the next 18 hours was all a blur with little parts that i remember but all the memories were just of me lying emotionless on the bed clenching my chest, since then i was woking at my old work (mechanic) and i was lifting a tyre as i suddenly colapsed and fell to the ground, i was carried away to the emergency and put on a drip for 12 hours, turns out i had lost 80 percent of the fluids in my body the doctors were stunned i could even walk let alone breath by myself, i had also lost 3 kilos over that weekend and was vomiting up everything i ate and drank, even some normal fruit juice, needless to say i have been to many doctors since then.
the doctors have told me i now have a heart murmer which never used to be there and i have mild schizophrenia which causes me to snap at someone if they annoy me with really small things. i have tried to find awnsers everywhere as to how and why all this happened after i have a high tolerence to the stuff, i dont understand how i could have tripped that hard to do personal damage to my heart and mind in one night. please for my sake if ANYONE out there has also exsperienced this or anything close to this where it has actually almost killed someone please bring your story forward, since that day i have only ever touched it once and i had quarter of a tab and it was like having a whole tab and a half, i will not ever touch it again, please someone help me find awnsers. i dont know why this happened after havin atleast 40 or so in my lifetime before all this.
a few months back now i had been really getting into the acid tabs, now in australia, well where i live anyway, it is really hard to fing clean and pure lsd.
i had been taking two black and white checker tabs (that what they called them) every weekend for 3 weekends in a row and they where the cleanest most strongest lsd i had ever tried and all was well for all those trips, it was the fourth weekend it happened.
as i put both tabs in my mouth it was a half hour later that i started to realise something different about the onset of this trip, then all of a sudden BAM! i was fully tripping out of nowhere this onset of just scattered thoughts and hallucinations that was uncontrolable, now this story may take awahile so here goes.
it was a cruisey satdy night at my mates house and girlfriends house (they where brother an sister) when we got the call to say the new batch was in after we had depleted the supply of the old batch which were of the same name and same brand (black and white checkers) accordin to the the sellers they where the second strongest in western australia but we had been taking them for the previous 3 weekends so we thought nothing of it, yes they were stronger then normal lsd we would buy but considering it was the fourth weekend we were going to get them we got the same amount as usual, me and my girlfriennd, whos name shall not be mentioned bothed dropped two straight away, half an hour later we were both sitting side by side in the lounge room waiting for the effects, as i sat there concentrating on the tv my other friend ill call jackson in this story was sitting in the arm chair next to us, as the trip started to set in something was feeling a little bit more subtle inn the way the trip approached me.
forty five minutes had passed since we had takin the tabs and i was fully tripping by this stage, as i look to the left in the armchair jackson would be talking to me normally and i would be responding as usual and havin a conversation, the next time i was to look at jackson his dreadlocks were razor sharp points and his face had the devilish grin of a sphycopath on it and as this happened the whole lounge room would turn bright red, at first i was telling myself its all the trip its fine even though it constantly happened every single time he was to speak to me, then an hour and a half had past since we had dropped and i was fully gone, i wouldnt say tripping, i wouldnt say panicking but for the life of me i couldnt seem to stay in a state of conciousness for more then ten seconds without fully wigging out of every single itty bityy detail of everything and anything around me, as i start to realise this is a very hard trip i pik myself up and attempt to go into the backroom of the house, as i do this my girlfriend follows me to see if i am okay...
thats where i go blank, the next thing i know i am struggling to stand clenching the waist of my girlfriends in the back room trying to breath, as this feeling is coming over me i start to feel a pain so emense (and i know this is seriously going to sound crazy but i know what i felt was true) the pain so emense is the heartbeat of my heart slowing down and slowly missbeating to try and meet the heartbeat of the girl i loved, to the day i still dont understand it it but anyway as i am holding her so dam tightly the exspression on my girlfriends face was to say holy shit i can feel what you are feeling inside of you, the pain is undescribable, i mean INTENSE PAIN the worst feeling i have ever felt, as this happened my girlfriends was trying to talk me throuh the trip and i go blank again, next thing i know im sitting in the kitchen with her by my side trying to concentrate to determan reality from the acid, this was not possible, every ten seconds i would move my head to try concentrate and bang im gone again, after this experience i ended up in her room on her bed as im lying the emotionless, sore, and scarred for my life as wat feels as if i was about to die then ten seconds or so pass and all i know is im finding myself trying to pierce my chest with a toothpick to ease my pain, 3 times i attempted to stab it through and all three times my girlfriend was there to stop me, for the next 18 hours was all a blur with little parts that i remember but all the memories were just of me lying emotionless on the bed clenching my chest, since then i was woking at my old work (mechanic) and i was lifting a tyre as i suddenly colapsed and fell to the ground, i was carried away to the emergency and put on a drip for 12 hours, turns out i had lost 80 percent of the fluids in my body the doctors were stunned i could even walk let alone breath by myself, i had also lost 3 kilos over that weekend and was vomiting up everything i ate and drank, even some normal fruit juice, needless to say i have been to many doctors since then.
the doctors have told me i now have a heart murmer which never used to be there and i have mild schizophrenia which causes me to snap at someone if they annoy me with really small things. i have tried to find awnsers everywhere as to how and why all this happened after i have a high tolerence to the stuff, i dont understand how i could have tripped that hard to do personal damage to my heart and mind in one night. please for my sake if ANYONE out there has also exsperienced this or anything close to this where it has actually almost killed someone please bring your story forward, since that day i have only ever touched it once and i had quarter of a tab and it was like having a whole tab and a half, i will not ever touch it again, please someone help me find awnsers. i dont know why this happened after havin atleast 40 or so in my lifetime before all this.
