Aye, i hear you Dura, While i don't earn much at all, that is i have £90 a week of my own money, £60 of that £90 will be on booze, for me it's just a time killer, but it's become routine and that's not a good thing at all. I both need to get to grips with spending an evening sober, and also save up, i have flights and visas and lots of this and that that i have to be saving for over the enxt few months and putting a tenner aside a week ent gonna put me 50,000ft in the air y January.
Like with everything i can firmly blame women for my alcoholic tendencies, ripped my life from beneath my feet and left me in a vicious cycle.