theexpress
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now i feast...... you guys enjoy this day.. i will shoot the shit with yall from work jo...... but i gotta smash like 2 plates first!
ahh yeah I remember that shit the year it happened..
what i wouldnt give right now for a couple acres in norcal with a 99 plant rec.....ahh yeah I remember that shit the year it happened..
gotta be safe if you're growin in open valleys... best not to go over 75 plants....what i wouldnt give right now for a couple acres in norcal with a 99 plant rec.....
lolol DAMN I haven't talked about going to school in well over a year... that shit is nonsense I'm good on collegePoplars... Havent been on for a while.
How did your season go this year? I remember quite a while ago you telling me you might not grow this season due to school, just curious how it all panned out. Man it seems like only yesterday you were cropping out last years grow. How the time fly's..
my dad tried to kill my mom.... shot her in the ear back in 91 when i was like 6-7..... we lived in a domestic abuse shelter on the south side of chicago in at the time what was the worst hood in the city.... soo its weird for me...... its like i feel im choosing over my moms when i talk to my pops... my life is anything but normal... not to sound stuck up or w/e but if anybody deserves there dreams to come true i gotta be somewere on that list... and the truth is if you dont help yourself noone will.. i gotta look out for me and take control of my own life...i suck at stayin close to people iu should. My pops died when i was eight. But ppl like mr G'moms
N pops i never call em, only on holidays. i think i might work on that.
I feel you, i feel the same way. but you cant live in the past that shit'll fucc you up. And you can't sit around expecting a miracle to happen and pull you out of a hole of depression, dreams are dreams them shits don't come true, Life is what you make it You just gotta plan and execute. proper preparation prevent poor performance an all that. and as far as your father, i ain't saying forgive him, but it's the past and you get one father and your grown now and youve been in long term relationships n shit, so you know shit can get hectic( not saying it should) it ain't too much affecting you now. And aint no question looking out for yourself is a priority, I live life me first with my loved ones at a close second.not to sound stuck up or w/e but if anybody deserves there dreams to come true i gotta be somewere on that list... and the truth is if you dont help yourself noone will.. i gotta look out for me and take control of my own life...
I feel you, i feel the same way. but you cant live in the past that shit'll fucc you up. And you can't sit around expecting a miracle to happen and pull you out of a hole of depression, dreams are dreams them shits don't come true, Life is what you make it You just gotta plan and execute. proper preparation prevent poor performance an all that. and as far as your father, i ain't saying forgive him, but it's the past and you get one father and your grown now and youve been in long term relationships n shit, so you know shit can get hectic( not saying it should) it ain't too much affecting you now. And aint no question looking out for yourself is a priority, I live life me first with my loved ones at a close second.
I realized that a long time ago cuz.
Everybody gotta do what they gotta do