You should read more about this plant, you can check out hyperreal.org
This plant is very serious, and we have to be careful so that it doesn't get labeled illegal.
It's not too cheesy to say that you should say a prayer of thankfulness before taking this-- it will kick your ass, and if you don't remember anything-- what is the point?
You will remember if you are ready.
Try taking it in an atmosphere that is calm without something ridiculous like a Hollywood movie playing. Try taking it in your backyard with a friend, lights off, warm, safe.
It will show you things, but only if you're ready. Otherwise, you will forget.
That said, I myself have not had the greatest experience, my statements above are reflections based on positive use by people more experienced than me.
I remember a couple things.
I took it in the context of being desperate and wanting to escape, and I think I was rather drunk, because I was so afraid of it I wouldn't have tried it otherwise.
So I smoked, and immediately had to set down the pipe, lay on the couch, and comfort myself because I was scared shitless.
I had the experience that there are beings, all around me constantly, even in the walls of this little house, and they came out, and they were stretching toward me, almost taunting me-- like... you think you're ready for this?
And sounds became overwhelming, repeating, and there were these la-la-la-la sounds emanating from the walls and the damn air conditioner, because it's a machine, and it didn't fit in, and it was singing the same thing, over and over
And suddenly I was this other person in this room with people, I was laying on a bed, there were some tungsten lights on, I was a teenager with other young people and I was laying there smiling and they were like dude, wake up, are you gonna go with us? They were gonna go get ice cream or something and I was like, okay, I just gotta wake up, here.
That wasn't so bad, but it scared me, because I was in some other reality, maybe someone else's body or reality, and why? It seemed random.
Before that happened there were these vocal spirits emanating from the walls, and they were very aggressive, they were singing this song, and they were making fun of me because I was such a noob and it was very intimidating but they didn't hurt me, they were just like you better know what you're getting into, brother.
So the 2nd time (and there have only been two), I was on my couch at night and after I smoked, again I had to lay down the pipe quickly and lay down and I was in this huge rotating maching and there was this bird outside, providing the beat, beep beep beep, it's like I was in this nature metronome and I heard the plant, I felt it, ask us, there were about 5-7 of us on this trip together (I technically was alone, but when I smoked I was with other noobs like myself) and the plant said, we're spinning it up, are you going to go for the ride?
And I listened to that bird and I was really scared and someone dropped off the ride, they opted out, and then someone else did, so I did too.
I came down after that, a little disappointed in myself but I was so scared, I didn't feel like I was ready to submit to the ride and the spirits, to their credit, respected that.
