torched
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Hi, all!
So just two days ago I smoked salvia for the first time. I'm very small, about 5'3" and 110lbs. I used a water pipe and dosed about the size of a penny 5x extract of salvia d. I don't know what the fuck happened. I took a monster rip. It hit me so hard. I couldn't move, I felt trapped. I was on my back, with the lights dim, pogo playing in the background. (which did nothing but worsen the "trip" part; music was suggested by several people and I don't understand why now) I was seeing something but i wasn't really seeing it. I felt like i was being held against my will. I had no sitter and so I have no idea what actually happened. I was terrified and I felt physically revolted; the taste in my mouth mixed with the dark and brooding colors I was seeing felt so malignant I nearly vomited.
It lasted forever. The "trip" part was maybe two-three minutes longs but the after-illness lasted hours. I even went to sleep and woke up several times still feeling sickened. I proclaimed that salvia was fucking evil and I would never do it again. I felt off for the past 36 hours. yet here I am now, wanting to try again.
Poeple say It's not habit forming, but why would I want to try again after such a horrrifying trip? I was on the verge of killing myself, because i believed the feeling of unease would never go away. i was so distressed.
So I leave it to you, forum: enlighten me. Did I smoke too much? Or is salvia just bad for some people (all people, maybe)? I've read so many stories about people having a good time. I realize it's not a party drug, but I wanted to get to know myself better. All it made me do was fear knowledge. Tell me forum, is salvia just an evil herb?
So just two days ago I smoked salvia for the first time. I'm very small, about 5'3" and 110lbs. I used a water pipe and dosed about the size of a penny 5x extract of salvia d. I don't know what the fuck happened. I took a monster rip. It hit me so hard. I couldn't move, I felt trapped. I was on my back, with the lights dim, pogo playing in the background. (which did nothing but worsen the "trip" part; music was suggested by several people and I don't understand why now) I was seeing something but i wasn't really seeing it. I felt like i was being held against my will. I had no sitter and so I have no idea what actually happened. I was terrified and I felt physically revolted; the taste in my mouth mixed with the dark and brooding colors I was seeing felt so malignant I nearly vomited.
It lasted forever. The "trip" part was maybe two-three minutes longs but the after-illness lasted hours. I even went to sleep and woke up several times still feeling sickened. I proclaimed that salvia was fucking evil and I would never do it again. I felt off for the past 36 hours. yet here I am now, wanting to try again.
Poeple say It's not habit forming, but why would I want to try again after such a horrrifying trip? I was on the verge of killing myself, because i believed the feeling of unease would never go away. i was so distressed.
So I leave it to you, forum: enlighten me. Did I smoke too much? Or is salvia just bad for some people (all people, maybe)? I've read so many stories about people having a good time. I realize it's not a party drug, but I wanted to get to know myself better. All it made me do was fear knowledge. Tell me forum, is salvia just an evil herb?
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