woody333333
Well-Known Member
you should probably start by not crying and bitchn about your life......none of that is ever gonna change forward is the only option you have..........I do not at all have it in my head that "its not a big deal"....she was the first person to give a fuck abt me in like twenty years...I don't just mean girls I mean anybody...and that was the first "home" I've ever had....n its not as simple as I got hi n that's why we split....I mean she's a nutcase bro...I've had to chase her and tackle her cause she was runnin to lock herself in the bathroom w a bottle of seizure meds claimin suicide....I've seen her put her face thru our bathroom mirror out of madness....we weren't together 30days n she sent me a pic of 6 razor cuts on her forearm she did to herself becuase we were fighting.....so.....I mean WTF....she may not get hi but she may need to too....it was a bad situation that I think dope or no dope woulda been a battle either way...I was her third husband in 10years.....so lets not b so quick to throw all the blame on vega.....I tried to b normal for her...real hard....I'm in a real bad spot in my life rite now woody.....n I can't even see the light yet....idk what's gonna hppn....w anything...