Hey Bud,
What's up. Your still so young. Ive got over decade on you. Damn wish I was 43 again. At 30 I almost lost my foot to cancer and was claimed disabled. Took me close to 2 years to learn to walk normal again. What ever you are going through I hope you keep Highly Medicated and Meditate daily, there both good for the hurting soul. At least that's my method. Peace,
Bc