sorry bud jut got your message havent been online in forever... um i usually get mine in jamaican stores in philly or nyc ... u can try googling it.. i did before but u have to buy them by the pounds.. and theres alot of diff ones... it would be hard to have that not dry out... but i can give u a few tips from using them for years.. look for the light color ones... and the thinnest leaf.... also if they do dry out u can boil them for a few mins then dry them for like a half hr good to go