Anyone else here with PTSD?

torontomeds

Well-Known Member
It's getting bad right now getting bad thoughts again.
Anyone else here have it too and have suggestions for particular strains or method of ingestion?
It's times like this why I haven't got my FAC.
Fuck I want out
Big time here, 2 attempts on my life, 2 friends killed in the states, best friend died in a house fire, another died from diabetic problems, all of them were under 36. for me a big trigger is violence in the news or on tv. Sometimes its like nothing at all and sometimes just seeing someone get punched fucks me up.
I find a good sativa helps, or even just good stony indacas, anything with lots of terps seem to help, that and music, I now start my day with good tunes and a lot of smoke, and I end my day with some tunes and a relaxing 80's comedy film. that usually helps.
 

CarpeNocturnum

Well-Known Member
Thanks for the support guys.
CSA from about 4-7 years old(what I remember) and a bad car crash where my mom nearly died for me. I was the passenger her the driver. Meth head drove head on into us on the highway .

I need to find a super couch lock strain
 

torontomeds

Well-Known Member
Combat-related PTSD. Tangi Valley, Wardak Province, Afghanistan '09.
I have a few really good friends I have made/bonded with over the years, we bonded over our stresses, one of my good buddies was in Africa on behalf of the US navy and that messed his head up big time, me and him spent 6 months doing work in the USA and we would wake up every morning before the rest of the guys in our crew and we would smoke and talk about life, the good and the bad, it was really healing for the both of us, because he experienced extreme violence and so did I even tho mine was not combat, we could relate with each other in a way I can not with some people.
 

CarpeNocturnum

Well-Known Member
What would ptsd include? I never been in combat but been through some stuff and saw stuff as a kid and even adult that's pretty bad.

I have bouts where I

Confront your fears so to speak?
From
PTSD.va.gov


PTSD and DSM-5
In 2013, the American Psychiatric Association revised the PTSD diagnostic criteria in the fifth edition of its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5; 1). PTSD is included in a new category in DSM-5, Trauma- and Stressor-Related Disorders. All of the conditions included in this classification require exposure to a traumatic or stressful event as a diagnostic criterion. For a review of the DSM-5 changes to the criteria for PTSD, see the American Psychiatric Association fact sheet on Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
.

DSM-5 Criteria for PTSD
Full copyrighted criteria are available from the American Psychiatric Association (1). All of the criteria are required for the diagnosis of PTSD. The following text summarizes the diagnostic criteria:

Criterion A (one required): The person was exposed to: death, threatened death, actual or threatened serious injury, or actual or threatened sexual violence, in the following way(s):

  • Direct exposure
  • Witnessing the trauma
  • Learning that a relative or close friend was exposed to a trauma
  • Indirect exposure to aversive details of the trauma, usually in the course of professional duties (e.g., first responders, medics)
Criterion B (one required): The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced, in the following way(s):

  • Intrusive thoughts
  • Nightmares
  • Flashbacks
  • Emotional distress after exposure to traumatic reminders
  • Physical reactivity after exposure to traumatic reminders
Criterion C (one required): Avoidance of trauma-related stimuli after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Trauma-related thoughts or feelings
  • Trauma-related reminders
Criterion D (two required): Negative thoughts or feelings that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Inability to recall key features of the trauma
  • Overly negative thoughts and assumptions about oneself or the world
  • Exaggerated blame of self or others for causing the trauma
  • Negative affect
  • Decreased interest in activities
  • Feeling isolated
  • Difficulty experiencing positive affect
Criterion E (two required): Trauma-related arousal and reactivity that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Irritability or aggression
  • Risky or destructive behavior
  • Hypervigilance
  • Heightened startle reaction
  • Difficulty concentrating
  • Difficulty sleeping
Criterion F (required): Symptoms last for more than 1 month.

Criterion G (required): Symptoms create distress or functional impairment (e.g., social, occupational).

Criterion H (required): Symptoms are not due to medication, substance use, or other illness.

Two specifications:

  • Dissociative Specification. In addition to meeting criteria for diagnosis, an individual experiences high levels of either of the following in reaction to trauma-related stimuli:
  • Depersonalization. experience of being an outside observer of or detached from oneself (e.g., feeling as if "this is not happening to me" or one were in a dream).
  • Derealization: experience of unreality, distance, or distortion (e.g., "things are not real").
  • Delayed Specification. Full diagnostic criteria are not met until at least six months after the trauma(s), although onset of symptoms may occur immediately.
Note: DSM-5 introduced a preschool subtype of PTSD for children ages six years and younger.
 

whitebb2727

Well-Known Member
Even more than just that. Shows you nothing matters and that you are eternal and a facet of God.
Interesting. Never done it. Ive done acid, shrooms and the from stuff. I know a guy that had a huge one. He would do what ever to it to get the stuff and scrape it off a sheet of glass.

I smoked some of the frog stuff. Didn't last long. It was a journey for sure.
 

torontomeds

Well-Known Member
From
PTSD.va.gov


PTSD and DSM-5
In 2013, the American Psychiatric Association revised the PTSD diagnostic criteria in the fifth edition of its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5; 1). PTSD is included in a new category in DSM-5, Trauma- and Stressor-Related Disorders. All of the conditions included in this classification require exposure to a traumatic or stressful event as a diagnostic criterion. For a review of the DSM-5 changes to the criteria for PTSD, see the American Psychiatric Association fact sheet on Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
.

DSM-5 Criteria for PTSD
Full copyrighted criteria are available from the American Psychiatric Association (1). All of the criteria are required for the diagnosis of PTSD. The following text summarizes the diagnostic criteria:

Criterion A (one required): The person was exposed to: death, threatened death, actual or threatened serious injury, or actual or threatened sexual violence, in the following way(s):

  • Direct exposure
  • Witnessing the trauma
  • Learning that a relative or close friend was exposed to a trauma
  • Indirect exposure to aversive details of the trauma, usually in the course of professional duties (e.g., first responders, medics)
Criterion B (one required): The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced, in the following way(s):

  • Intrusive thoughts
  • Nightmares
  • Flashbacks
  • Emotional distress after exposure to traumatic reminders
  • Physical reactivity after exposure to traumatic reminders
Criterion C (one required): Avoidance of trauma-related stimuli after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Trauma-related thoughts or feelings
  • Trauma-related reminders
Criterion D (two required): Negative thoughts or feelings that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Inability to recall key features of the trauma
  • Overly negative thoughts and assumptions about oneself or the world
  • Exaggerated blame of self or others for causing the trauma
  • Negative affect
  • Decreased interest in activities
  • Feeling isolated
  • Difficulty experiencing positive affect
Criterion E (two required): Trauma-related arousal and reactivity that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Irritability or aggression
  • Risky or destructive behavior
  • Hypervigilance
  • Heightened startle reaction
  • Difficulty concentrating
  • Difficulty sleeping
Criterion F (required): Symptoms last for more than 1 month.

Criterion G (required): Symptoms create distress or functional impairment (e.g., social, occupational).

Criterion H (required): Symptoms are not due to medication, substance use, or other illness.

Two specifications:

  • Dissociative Specification. In addition to meeting criteria for diagnosis, an individual experiences high levels of either of the following in reaction to trauma-related stimuli:
  • Depersonalization. experience of being an outside observer of or detached from oneself (e.g., feeling as if "this is not happening to me" or one were in a dream).
  • Derealization: experience of unreality, distance, or distortion (e.g., "things are not real").
  • Delayed Specification. Full diagnostic criteria are not met until at least six months after the trauma(s), although onset of symptoms may occur immediately.
Note: DSM-5 introduced a preschool subtype of PTSD for children ages six years and younger.
That about sums it up.
 

Chef420

Well-Known Member
In 2014 I had a type b aortic dissection. An aneurysm that almost ruptured. Over the past two years I've had surgeries and almost died twice.
I have weird triggers. Logging into Netflix for example sets me off.
Cannabis has been excellent therapy. Medicating helps but so does the cultivation. I'm still unable to work but my plants keep me on a schedule, force me to clean continuously and motivate me.
 

Olive Drab Green

Well-Known Member
Interesting. Never done it. Ive done acid, shrooms and the from stuff. I know a guy that had a huge one. He would do what ever to it to get the stuff and scrape it off a sheet of glass.

I smoked some of the frog stuff. Didn't last long. It was a journey for sure.
I can't do acid. I end up having hallucinations that I'm killing people during the come up and I can't tell if it's happening or not. Tends to make me want to kill myself for the safety of others at times.
 

whitebb2727

Well-Known Member
From
PTSD.va.gov


PTSD and DSM-5
In 2013, the American Psychiatric Association revised the PTSD diagnostic criteria in the fifth edition of its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5; 1). PTSD is included in a new category in DSM-5, Trauma- and Stressor-Related Disorders. All of the conditions included in this classification require exposure to a traumatic or stressful event as a diagnostic criterion. For a review of the DSM-5 changes to the criteria for PTSD, see the American Psychiatric Association fact sheet on Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
.

DSM-5 Criteria for PTSD
Full copyrighted criteria are available from the American Psychiatric Association (1). All of the criteria are required for the diagnosis of PTSD. The following text summarizes the diagnostic criteria:

Criterion A (one required): The person was exposed to: death, threatened death, actual or threatened serious injury, or actual or threatened sexual violence, in the following way(s):

  • Direct exposure
  • Witnessing the trauma
  • Learning that a relative or close friend was exposed to a trauma
  • Indirect exposure to aversive details of the trauma, usually in the course of professional duties (e.g., first responders, medics)
Criterion B (one required): The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced, in the following way(s):

  • Intrusive thoughts
  • Nightmares
  • Flashbacks
  • Emotional distress after exposure to traumatic reminders
  • Physical reactivity after exposure to traumatic reminders
Criterion C (one required): Avoidance of trauma-related stimuli after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Trauma-related thoughts or feelings
  • Trauma-related reminders
Criterion D (two required): Negative thoughts or feelings that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Inability to recall key features of the trauma
  • Overly negative thoughts and assumptions about oneself or the world
  • Exaggerated blame of self or others for causing the trauma
  • Negative affect
  • Decreased interest in activities
  • Feeling isolated
  • Difficulty experiencing positive affect
Criterion E (two required): Trauma-related arousal and reactivity that began or worsened after the trauma, in the following way(s):

  • Irritability or aggression
  • Risky or destructive behavior
  • Hypervigilance
  • Heightened startle reaction
  • Difficulty concentrating
  • Difficulty sleeping
Criterion F (required): Symptoms last for more than 1 month.

Criterion G (required): Symptoms create distress or functional impairment (e.g., social, occupational).

Criterion H (required): Symptoms are not due to medication, substance use, or other illness.

Two specifications:

  • Dissociative Specification. In addition to meeting criteria for diagnosis, an individual experiences high levels of either of the following in reaction to trauma-related stimuli:
  • Depersonalization. experience of being an outside observer of or detached from oneself (e.g., feeling as if "this is not happening to me" or one were in a dream).
  • Derealization: experience of unreality, distance, or distortion (e.g., "things are not real").
  • Delayed Specification. Full diagnostic criteria are not met until at least six months after the trauma(s), although onset of symptoms may occur immediately.
Note: DSM-5 introduced a preschool subtype of PTSD for children ages six years and younger.
Damn. Looks like I meet several aspects of the criteria.

Never really though about it. I do have some outbursts and episodes. No combat but still messed up stuff.
 

Big_Lou

Well-Known Member
I can't do acid. I end up having hallucinations that I'm killing people during the come up and I can't tell if it's happening or not. Tends to make me want to kill myself for the safety of others at times.
I wish my pop and some of his buddies were still around to talk with you, sigh....

But yeah, stay away from that LSD and similar shit, man.
 
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