so long story short I'm in high school and i got caught giving alcohol to a student who lives on campus (boarder). I completely confessed and came clean to giving him the alcohol but the school also knew i smoke daily but never had caught me before. i ended up completely coming clean to my dean of students (principle). i only came clean to her about my smoking because she put words in my mouth and i finally broke and told her how much i smoke (3-5 times daily for the past year). we decided i do need help to stop smoking and at the time i agreed but now 3 days after this happen i learned in order to not be kicked out of my school i have to undergo drug and alcohol monthly tests and if i fail once i am kicked out. i do not want to be kicked out at all because i love my school but its very hard for me to stop because i am not stopping by choice. i was just wondering if anyone could give me some advice of helping me through this rough time, because at the moment all i want to do is smoke more then i ever have before but i know i can't. its just very hard for me to go from smoking every day for a year to completely stopping cold turkey. any response would help, not an easy time for me to go through right now and i could use some support. thanks