Dayz
Active Member
I know this is long. Long for a reason. IF your thinking about maybe trying mushrooms I strongly suggest reading my experience.
Having never tried mushrooms before I became more and more curious. I stumbled on a site all about them.
http://www.shroomery.org/
Within a week I had received spore syringes (like the 'seeds' of the mushrooms).
After a month I got this:
After harvesting I took just a few (literally like 2-3 fresh caps) just to get a taste of what there about. I didn't feel much of anything, maybe slight visual changes.
After a couple of days I decided it was time to take a 'good dose'. I didn't weigh it out or anything, I just took a handful (less than an eighth).
**I apologize I can't give time stamps, I have no actual time recollection.
Soon I started to feel different, almost cold / sick feeling. I decided to go into my bed. I lied there a while then had the urge to take a shower. This was about to get interesting. I was going up, way up! In the shower I remember the mist in the shower gleaming, like little microscopic purple dots. I also vividly remember I couldn't stop laughing. I found it so intriguing to look at my friend below. Laughing and questioning why humans have this feature.
The soap and mist felt so warm and fuzzy, pure bliss. Big smile on my face, uncountable laughter. It was like standing within a cloud in the sky.
Now out of the shower I got dressed and went downstairs to my garage for a smoke.
I was looking out on my driveway. Just looking outside made me laugh, non-stop (literally) for what felt like a good five minutes. It seems as though everything is breathing and has its own personal patterns. The earth is breathing.
I went back inside. Time to listen to some music. Sitting at my computer I noticed when I moved the mouse it left a trail. This fascinated me. I spun it in circles, the faster I spun it the harder I laughed. The first song I listed to was:
Burning Of The Midnight Lamp, Jimi Hendrix.
The song felt so good. Soon I found myself inside the song. I went into a dreamlike sate of pure bliss. I can't remember if my eyes were closed or opened but I was somewhere else. I was something like an angle (best way I could describe it) in a lighthouse overlooking (like hovering over him) Hendrix singing. It was nighttime and he was sitting playing his guitar and singing next to a lamp. The words felt so pure and fluid, directly flowing through my blood. And then the lyrics "Loneliness is such a drag" hit. At this moment I laughed my ass off. Its as if we both knew how utterly sarcastic that just sounded.
Soon I got off my computer. I remember repeatedly saying to myself "this is so fucked up", "this is so fucking weird" over and over with a big smile.
I started feeling a strong urge to aware people of this, an urge to talk to someone. THIS IS WHERE I MESSED UP. I remembered reading to hide your phone that only bad will happen, but this was an IGNORABLE notion in my mind.
I had just moved to the area and really only knew one person to call, a workmate. I normally never call the dude but again I was obviously tripping. I was unsure if this guy was a straightedge or whatever, all I knew was he drank and occasionally smoked weed. So I told him what was up. Immediately this guy is like what, you did what?!? This dark cold wave of unhappiness hit me and my stomach dropped. This dude went on and on how bad mushrooms were. Then hung up. The pure heavenly bliss I was feeling was simultaneously crushed. I began to feel a fear so deep and cruel. EXTREME paranoia took over.
Eventually I called him back and explained. He chilled out and reasoned with me, he was back on my side. Or was he? Paranoia. Paranoia. Immense feelings of PURE FEAR.
For the next few hours I was freaking out. Thoughts like "what have I done to myself" or "I'll never be the same". The patterns that accompanied the euphoria was now extremely annoying. I felt crazed, almost psychotic. I must have taken 5 showers, no exaggeration.
I slept it off. The next day I was feeling ok.
This experience happened 5 months ago, yet I remember EVERY little detail. Simply a PROFOUND experience.
Today I'm fine. My personality never changed. I'm still the same caring and loving person. I do feel more wise and confident. I can't advise the use of mushrooms nor disapprove them.
However If you do choose to use them please take the time to read my findings outlined below.
Effects that (I) Experienced
- Euphoria (intervals of laughter and lots of it, feeling like a kid laughing really hard for the first time)
-Emotional Sensitivity (Its my belief that mushrooms make you hyper sensitive, that is all your senses become magnified intensely. This could be a good or bad)
-Vision (Everything is 'breathing', patterns prevalent A LOT, everything may appear brighter, tracers and purple dot tracers)
-Hearing (This is one thing I found most annoying. Hard to describe. Hearing is clearly affected)
-Vomiting (I did)
-Paranoia / Extreme Fear (This happened to me)
The absolute "no's"
Call ANYONE. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT TURNING ON YOUR PHONE.
Drive.
Well that's all.
Thanks for looking!
Please stay safe and do everything with love.
Having never tried mushrooms before I became more and more curious. I stumbled on a site all about them.
http://www.shroomery.org/
Within a week I had received spore syringes (like the 'seeds' of the mushrooms).
After a month I got this:
After harvesting I took just a few (literally like 2-3 fresh caps) just to get a taste of what there about. I didn't feel much of anything, maybe slight visual changes.
After a couple of days I decided it was time to take a 'good dose'. I didn't weigh it out or anything, I just took a handful (less than an eighth).
**I apologize I can't give time stamps, I have no actual time recollection.
Soon I started to feel different, almost cold / sick feeling. I decided to go into my bed. I lied there a while then had the urge to take a shower. This was about to get interesting. I was going up, way up! In the shower I remember the mist in the shower gleaming, like little microscopic purple dots. I also vividly remember I couldn't stop laughing. I found it so intriguing to look at my friend below. Laughing and questioning why humans have this feature.
The soap and mist felt so warm and fuzzy, pure bliss. Big smile on my face, uncountable laughter. It was like standing within a cloud in the sky.
Now out of the shower I got dressed and went downstairs to my garage for a smoke.
I was looking out on my driveway. Just looking outside made me laugh, non-stop (literally) for what felt like a good five minutes. It seems as though everything is breathing and has its own personal patterns. The earth is breathing.
I went back inside. Time to listen to some music. Sitting at my computer I noticed when I moved the mouse it left a trail. This fascinated me. I spun it in circles, the faster I spun it the harder I laughed. The first song I listed to was:
Burning Of The Midnight Lamp, Jimi Hendrix.
The song felt so good. Soon I found myself inside the song. I went into a dreamlike sate of pure bliss. I can't remember if my eyes were closed or opened but I was somewhere else. I was something like an angle (best way I could describe it) in a lighthouse overlooking (like hovering over him) Hendrix singing. It was nighttime and he was sitting playing his guitar and singing next to a lamp. The words felt so pure and fluid, directly flowing through my blood. And then the lyrics "Loneliness is such a drag" hit. At this moment I laughed my ass off. Its as if we both knew how utterly sarcastic that just sounded.
Soon I got off my computer. I remember repeatedly saying to myself "this is so fucked up", "this is so fucking weird" over and over with a big smile.
I started feeling a strong urge to aware people of this, an urge to talk to someone. THIS IS WHERE I MESSED UP. I remembered reading to hide your phone that only bad will happen, but this was an IGNORABLE notion in my mind.
I had just moved to the area and really only knew one person to call, a workmate. I normally never call the dude but again I was obviously tripping. I was unsure if this guy was a straightedge or whatever, all I knew was he drank and occasionally smoked weed. So I told him what was up. Immediately this guy is like what, you did what?!? This dark cold wave of unhappiness hit me and my stomach dropped. This dude went on and on how bad mushrooms were. Then hung up. The pure heavenly bliss I was feeling was simultaneously crushed. I began to feel a fear so deep and cruel. EXTREME paranoia took over.
Eventually I called him back and explained. He chilled out and reasoned with me, he was back on my side. Or was he? Paranoia. Paranoia. Immense feelings of PURE FEAR.
For the next few hours I was freaking out. Thoughts like "what have I done to myself" or "I'll never be the same". The patterns that accompanied the euphoria was now extremely annoying. I felt crazed, almost psychotic. I must have taken 5 showers, no exaggeration.
I slept it off. The next day I was feeling ok.
This experience happened 5 months ago, yet I remember EVERY little detail. Simply a PROFOUND experience.
Today I'm fine. My personality never changed. I'm still the same caring and loving person. I do feel more wise and confident. I can't advise the use of mushrooms nor disapprove them.
However If you do choose to use them please take the time to read my findings outlined below.
Effects that (I) Experienced
- Euphoria (intervals of laughter and lots of it, feeling like a kid laughing really hard for the first time)
-Emotional Sensitivity (Its my belief that mushrooms make you hyper sensitive, that is all your senses become magnified intensely. This could be a good or bad)
-Vision (Everything is 'breathing', patterns prevalent A LOT, everything may appear brighter, tracers and purple dot tracers)
-Hearing (This is one thing I found most annoying. Hard to describe. Hearing is clearly affected)
-Vomiting (I did)
-Paranoia / Extreme Fear (This happened to me)
The absolute "no's"
Call ANYONE. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT TURNING ON YOUR PHONE.
Drive.
Well that's all.
Thanks for looking!
Please stay safe and do everything with love.
