Does doing too much tripping make you insane after awhile?

high|hgih

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Ive always noticed that using too many substances over a course of time makes me do some pretty loopy things. Not like it REALLY matters. But heres the thing. Tripping on a regular basis causes you(me) to have extreme emotions. Are these emotions true or false? For example you may meet a girl in the midst of a crazy fry month where you trip like every night. This girl to you is a goddess because you see inside her and such.

The feeling of love for everybody is another thing. It makes you completely vulnerable to everything. You find yourself crying while reminiscing on old events.. Old friends that you'll never see again..

Too me I believe you see the good things inside of everything, but there has to be a line between optimism and pessimism. Like a middle path where you can still pin point assholes instead of only seeing the good side of them. Do assholes even exist? I find that some people when you get to know them aren't as much of assholes as you'd think.

Then there is the extreme pessimistic side of tripping all the time. People, things. They trip you out. If your friend has stolen something from you in the past, you see them as a thief with a black hood(figuratively). Somebody has a lisp, they are a weird ass gay dude. Buck teeth? European butler.

A while back I used to trip every single day. Not on the same thing obviously, though mostly dxm. I could still hold a job and stuff. the only people who really were knowing something was up was my family. I mean you can't hide an outrageous dissociative addiction. Its just impossible. I remember I'd feel completely sober thinking ' god this is nice I have finally come down I can talk again' then I'd get bored and dose up again. But when I was'nt on it is what I am thinking about now. And I still do these things if I've tripped in the past week and I don't even notice how ate up my actions really are.

For example. At work if I am saying something to somebody and I don't feel like explaining it further it will go something like this, 'Yeah Im not sure what I think about politics, I think uhmm, agoobadoobadoo n shit ya know?'. Or I'll sing very loudly between waiting tables, Ill run in the back and throw various foods at people. Life is just more fun. I feel like if I had a boss who hated druggies Id be picked out immediately. But luckily she is a stoner. Its pretty nice, I don't have to hide my ate-up-ness.

But there has to come a point where you do. I live in this false reality it feels like.. Just inside of my own head. I'm perfectly content on doing this for the rest of my life.

^I say all of that now, then on a bad day it'll be completely different. Why is everything so unpredictable? It seems like everything that ever happens with me is the simple outcome of what kind of mood I am in.
 

Derple

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Apparently it does, people use "Once a month" as a general guide line, but I don't know, it depends on the person, and their mental state, I guess.
 

warrengjustice747

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i think so. I'm still a little Warped from my ventures with Lsd. once you go through 2 of three vile's of the shit you never go back. its really made my OCD grown totally outta control. just try to tried a few time in your lifetime ant try something a little different each time and you'll be good.
 

unohu69

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no, Iv met some of my best friends while tripping, its a shame no one else can see them, but thats cuz they are from a different temporal reality, and only phase shift into this one to carry on conversations with trippers.... Take some more, if you havent talked to them, then your not taking enough...
 

2fast92

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I have noticed I say a lot of really dumb shit for no reason and I really don't think about anything before I say it anymore. This just might be a side affect of combined use of many drugs.
 

unohu69

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mmm combining drugs, fun stuff. chemistry at home.....aderal, oxy, and cocaine.. we got pregame !!!



*see, theres that saying stupid shit you were talking about. just make me think i need to make a phone call, brb....
 

MrEDuck

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Tripping too much will fuck your shit up. But most of it is temporary. When I got to the point where I took an extended hiatus from every thing it took me awhile to get back to something resembling normal. There was a huge improvement at about 6 months. I'm pretty sure I'd fucked my serotonin system up hard. The last month I did somewhere around 20g of Molly alone. The key to keeping your mind is keeping your use spaced out.
Look at Robert Hunter. The guy dropped 250mg (yes that's supposed to be milligrams, not micrograms) of acid in one go and he seems pretty well put together in interviews. That's close to the total amount of LSD I've done!
 

high|hgih

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I like dr2's answer lol but its just weird.. I feel like if I trip once a week or every other week I'm generally fine. As long as its not just one drug. If Ive been eating too much acid its very apparent lol its probably the only one I ever over-use besides dxm and k. It makes me go more insane than dxm does though believe it or not. At first I turn amazingly happy, productive, energetic, more loose with words, loss of anxiety.. Then over like a month of doing it once or twice a week.. It kinda turns odd and everyone knows Ive been up to something.

Also I know theres no addiction to lsd, but whenever I do this, I find myself getting super pissed at the end of the week if I cant get any cid
 

parttimer

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In answer to the first question, I have a friend growing up (a long time ago now) who enjoyed LSD a bit to much, he was on the road to being a footballer for Manchester United, nowadays he has very little coordination and even struggles to put together sentences without stuttering, not something he used to do. He personally blames it on his heavy use of LSD, he is still a nice bloke but it is not nice to see the comparison to how he is now to how he was when we were younger.(20+years ago)
Personally I dont use LSD mainly due to what I percieve it did to him. I stick with the Green and nothing else.
 

ndangerspecimen101

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Its simple, yes.

You might not be labelled as a looney tune. But the first thing to change subjectively is attitude adjustment. Mood swings is the fundamental casualty of prominent and excessive drug use. Read up on Tom Wolfe's "Electric Kool Aid Acid Test" and the facts will hit home.
 

MrEDuck

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I think Hunter Thompson does the best job of describing the place you go when in a truly epic binge.
 

glShemp

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Some of the signs that you may have done too much acid are; poor concentration, speech impediments and inability to finish sentences. If you are getting any of those warning signs, might be time to slow it down.
 
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