F#%$ my life...

I live in a place were weed is so scarce. I only have two connects, one just sells reggie/schwag (which is what I have to smoke 85% of the time), the other sells skimpy sacks of overpriced nug for $25 a gram, no matter what quantity you buy. My living and financial situation makes it impossible to consider growing my own...what makes it worse is I actually have all the knowledge needed to do so, and do so very well. I've only smoked hash once in my life...it was brilliant and also the peak of my stoner delight. I see all these videos and pictures of all the amazing flowers, concentrates, and edibles that are out there. I see the menus and prices of medical marijuana from dispensaries in California, Colorado, etc and it makes my heart sink...Metaphorically, I feel like I'm starving and have steak and lobster dinners waved in front of my face while I'm forced to eat dry oatmeal. Why can't this stuff be available everywhere? Why can't I find a good connect? Why can't someone just be a saint and sell me hash? Why does my state have to be so fucking strict on marijuana laws? Gyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....FML.

I agree. It's not fair. If I didn't grow my own it would be regs for me too.

Move quit or grow your own. Now you have three options to solve your problem.

im kind of disappointed with this threads content, i originally read the title as "F#%$ my wife......". anyway-
another 4rth option is find a good hook up. start hanging out with people you know smoke good weed and when you feel comfortable about asking them if they could help you find a bag do so. compliment their bud like "man, this is the best shit i had in a while. last bag i got fucking sucked. you think you could hook me up with a bag of this stuff?"

Bummer dude.

Pack up move out.Or grow outdoor.

Yeah what he said...just get out there and smoke with different people until you find a new hook up. I was in the same situation that you are. No medical marijuana where I am at. Plus I quit smoking for a couple years and lost all my hooks over time, so I had to start all over. I finally decided to start growing my own, and I am still waiting on the first harvest. I finally came across a good connect where I can get top shelf weed that weighs to the point every time though. You never know how long that connect is going to be around though because I've seen them come and go like the seasons. I guess that's the reality if what your doing is considered illegal.

Living and financial situations?? Steath CFL grow box, less than 20 bucks... Grow your own man...you dont have to go big at all to get some smoke of your own, two boxes running all the time one veg one flower and your set.

Quit bitching about your white people problems. Seriously. It's just weed. You sound like some kind of fiend.

We get upper mids around here and usually have some good blueberry, diesel around for a little bit extra or some bubble hash , really looking to start an outdoor grow this summer

theres more to llife than being stoned and untill its legal your SOL my friend.

i should of brought up the diy stealth pc case option. it is a very good one if you just want some personal smoke. probably the best one imo. its not hard, just google "diy stealth pc case grow".