Heyo, I could really use some advice here!

First of all idk if this is the best place to post this and I'm not much of a forum person, so I probably won't be more active than just lurking . Anyways, I have some pretty intense anxiety and hate the side effects that most medication gives me, not to mention the cost. So I toke when I can and it helps a lot, and in my old line of work that wasn't a problem. Now I'm trying to get into something more stable that will let me build up my non-existent savings but that job requires a urine test. I stopped smoking about 3-4 weeks ago but have been around second hand almost every day because a close friend has cancer. The smoke clouds have been blown a few feet from me throughout the day, almost everyday. I've held my breath until they clear but have accidentally breathed in very very small amounts (not enough to feel anything). Now I have to go in and possibly have the test tomorrow. And I'm pretty F**cking scared. It's really hard for me to cope with my anxiety and sometimes it feels like I'm dreaming and in a haze, even watching myself like I'm on autopilot or something. Saying all that and re-reading it sounds very attention-whorey, not my intention. Do I have any chance of passing that test?

Attention whore


Just kidding ....all I can say is I had a friend who applied for a very good job that tested as well.....long story short they didn't call him for several weeks ...So one Sunday evening me and several friends all hot boxed the fuck out of a jeep Cherokee him included ...he didn't smoke he just sat in there with us ....he got called the next day for his urine test and passed ....still works for that same company....GL