enjoy everything! I had a similar scare last year, they thought I had a breast cancer scare. And im a dude so if it was cancer its bad, means you have it elsewhere too usually. I said fuckit, started smoking heavy, took off work waiting on tests and results. Was best 2 weeks of my life, spent every day being good to those I love. Changed my life. And to top it off no cancer, just an infection pocket. Now I love and appreciate my wife and kids a bit more, and sure show it better.
Be at peace man. Its gonna work out.