They're not as good as valium I heard... was gonna trade two E pills to some guy I knew for a bottle of them so they're really not worth much. Anti-anxiety medication (benzodiazepines) aren't the same kind of fucked up feeling you can get off alcohol, marijuana, cough syrup or synthetic opiates (example: oxycodone, hydrocodone, Demerol, ect.). They mostly just make you very relaxed and feel calmer all around or if you take to much you'll just pass out. Now mixing them with alcohol is a different story, you will get a lot more "fucked up" as both alcohol and benzodiazepines both work on the same receptors in the brain so they potentiate each other. Though the risk for CNS depression increases (your breathing rate decreases, which increases the possiblity of you passing out and no longer breathing, therfore causing death or at lest brain damage from asphyxiation). It would be better to combine it with some marijuana as it makes you feel "higher" in a certain sense and more of a relaxed chilled out high. I've heard lorazepam is weaker than diazepam (valium), not sure how much you would need to take to equal a certain amount of valium (try googling it).