MountainManGanjaGrower
Active Member
It's just one of those days were I feel like I'm away in a dream. I feel distant and lost every waking moment and when I'm asleep I wake up constantly. I keep on looking for the words as if they're on the tip of my tounge but they never seem to come to mind. I feel like I've forgotten who I am and what my purpose is....
I feel hollow but it feels right.
Once I think of a thought it's gone the next and my mind wanders back to the questions "What are you doing here and why? What is your purpose and why? Does this all mean anything?" and as if someone is answering back "Yes but it's not meant to be figured out..." Just thoughts of self-awareness, knowing what we are and knowing what is outside our little biosphere. I'm come over with a sense of euphoria and it makes me feel like I'm connected to the universe, not society, but nature.
don't know what drove me to post this, it's probably the fact that while on the internet I remain "incognito" where I can post anything about myself because no one knows who I am and there are no consequences if someone's opinion of me changes because of something I say
I feel hollow but it feels right.
Once I think of a thought it's gone the next and my mind wanders back to the questions "What are you doing here and why? What is your purpose and why? Does this all mean anything?" and as if someone is answering back "Yes but it's not meant to be figured out..." Just thoughts of self-awareness, knowing what we are and knowing what is outside our little biosphere. I'm come over with a sense of euphoria and it makes me feel like I'm connected to the universe, not society, but nature.
don't know what drove me to post this, it's probably the fact that while on the internet I remain "incognito" where I can post anything about myself because no one knows who I am and there are no consequences if someone's opinion of me changes because of something I say
