The Methoxetamine Trials

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Haddaway

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It is time.. I feel it.. I needed to get in the right mindset for this type of experiment. What is spoken of has thus come. I expect great things to come. Perhaps not tonight, but perhaps. Anything is possible, especially when it comes to the expansion of the mind. I have the music picked out and it has helped me realign my thought patterns.
Reoccuring thought before I start the "trials", "I am horribly negative, I put down every good thing I accomplish, and any negative thing I do I tend to magnify 100 fold. This type of thinking is only holding me back from my even grasping my true potential."

Will be insuffalating a 20mg line in 5-10 minutes from when I post this.

(EXTREMELY IMPORTANT TO NOTE: I have an extreme giddiness and overall relaxed demeanor about this upcoming experiment. Something is enveloping my whole being, a feeling, a feeling I can't ignore.. Nothing of this magnitude has happened since the coming hours before my first true LSD trip. This means something to me you cannot imagine.. I feel the correctness of the day and moment. I shall become one.)
 
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Puffer Fish

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Nice ... please point your web-cam at nostril as insufflated !
Or will you be eating it ?

Best reality Webcast ever.
I share your excitement.
 
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Haddaway

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Sorry for the delay, took a little bit longer to insuffalate than I thought.. (someone distracted me) The 20mg line was inside my cavities at exactly 10:03PM. This is the first NMDA antagonist since I abused DXM at a high rate about 7 months ago. (wasn't abusing it then, but that was my last use, did abuse it for around 8 months though)

I feel a slight increase in temperature. And it felt like I was snorting flour, EXTREMELY soft on the nose, could easily see taking huge lines of this and not realizing how much I took if I was too impaired. MG scale is a must.
 
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Haddaway

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Just as I aforementioned, I have no idea what my dissociative tolerance is, but at one time (7 months ago, it was very large)
It has been 11 minutes since insuffalation. The drip is slightly irritating, but compared to other chemicals quite good. I got a glass of water for this exact reason, it tasted different, I could taste the impurities in the water.. My senses have been heightened, but no real shift in perception. I feel slightly more relaxed and open minded than usual (have severe GAD).
 
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Haddaway

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For a few fleeting seconds I will start to feel somewhat distorted, and it is starting to get slightly more intense and more frequent, I am getting these flashes of distortion. Like my perception is beginning to warp. Slightly more relaxed, but still very tense (as is my usual state). I feel a few tinges of euphoria, nothing even close to pronounced. Don't want to redose until I see how I feel for at least 30 minutes at this level..

I am starting to notice some words aren't looking as familiar as usual.. In particular the word distorted, but now it looks more familiar..
 
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Haddaway

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The drip has caused me to have a numb throat. It is extremely reminiscent of that time I snorted coke, exact same feeling of numbness.. Definitely has local anesthetic properties..

EDIT: 16mg fell in my cavities at 10:36.

EDIT: The experience is starting to feel more fluid and is starting to come together. I am starting to see some disconnect. My teeth are numb, it is now 10:50. I feel some DXM-like effects. Especially relating to dissociation.

EDIT: Another 25mg fell in my cavities at 11:37.

EDIT:15mg in my cavities, 12:24
 
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Haddaway

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My mind has decided that it feels the uniqueness and loves it (perhaps I may take this back, but don't see this happening). I feel it. I expect that things should be getting A LOT more interesting, somewhat soon. My mind expansion is ridiculous for such a small amount consumed.)

Analytical powers increased definitely.
 
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