carl.burnette
Well-Known Member
Hi folks. Im not starting a debate into Christianity or any other form of religion. I am looking to talk to anyone (if there is anyone) who may be or have gone throught what I am.
I have been a Christian for probably 25 years or so. My father became a pastor when I was a teenager & have gone to chruch ever since.
In all that time I have never really felt close to God or Christ. None of it made any sense at all. All the rules & regulations & whatnot.
I stopped going to church abuot 3 years ago & had no guilt at all (which I thought was wierd a bit)
About 1.5 year ago, I started reading my bible. Just a bit at first, then more & more. Now I read it perhaps an hour per day. I start every day with a bit of weed & I read my bible then pray.
My walk has never been so close to the Lord ever. He has opened my eyes to so many things.
It's almost like he hit the reset button on my beliefs, but now its not going through the motions but its real to me. Jesus never told us to go protest movies, or to fight gay marriage or to force people to make changes in their lives. Never says don't smoke weed, or any other commands like that. He says if your doing something & someone gets offeneded by it stop which is what you would want someone to do for you. (I hope I am getting my point across. Not a great speaker)
That was up the the person, not the people to force them to think a certain way.
I discoved that its ok to say I don't know & it doesn't matter. Jesus came to give us freedom from all the laws & rules.
Love God more than anything & others as you do yourself. The rest is ALL window dressing. Day of worship, how much to give ect. Hard fast rules was what he was against. instead of 1 day per week we are to worship every day in every way. Be nice to everyone. Put others before yourself.
THis is what the Lord has revealed to me with weed, prayer & bible study. Im not a theologian, bible student or anything else. But I think I'm on to something here..
Anyways, I hope this starts up a dialect with like thinking people. I can't be the only one who's experienced this.
Later Gaters
I have been a Christian for probably 25 years or so. My father became a pastor when I was a teenager & have gone to chruch ever since.
In all that time I have never really felt close to God or Christ. None of it made any sense at all. All the rules & regulations & whatnot.
I stopped going to church abuot 3 years ago & had no guilt at all (which I thought was wierd a bit)
About 1.5 year ago, I started reading my bible. Just a bit at first, then more & more. Now I read it perhaps an hour per day. I start every day with a bit of weed & I read my bible then pray.
My walk has never been so close to the Lord ever. He has opened my eyes to so many things.
It's almost like he hit the reset button on my beliefs, but now its not going through the motions but its real to me. Jesus never told us to go protest movies, or to fight gay marriage or to force people to make changes in their lives. Never says don't smoke weed, or any other commands like that. He says if your doing something & someone gets offeneded by it stop which is what you would want someone to do for you. (I hope I am getting my point across. Not a great speaker)
That was up the the person, not the people to force them to think a certain way.
I discoved that its ok to say I don't know & it doesn't matter. Jesus came to give us freedom from all the laws & rules.
Love God more than anything & others as you do yourself. The rest is ALL window dressing. Day of worship, how much to give ect. Hard fast rules was what he was against. instead of 1 day per week we are to worship every day in every way. Be nice to everyone. Put others before yourself.
THis is what the Lord has revealed to me with weed, prayer & bible study. Im not a theologian, bible student or anything else. But I think I'm on to something here..
Anyways, I hope this starts up a dialect with like thinking people. I can't be the only one who's experienced this.
Later Gaters