been growing my own for a few years i dont do perpetual cycles but usually do a couple harvests a year but am beginning to cut way back . i usually smoke maybe a few months every couple of years so im not heavy smoker
but i used to be about a decade or more ago , i have a high tolerance and when i smoke i smoke
the transition from sober to high is usually do subtle for me that i keep toking well into the early hours
i have ADHD and probably have that chaser effect brain chemistry.
ive just harvested my last grow got about 15 ounces , think im going to hang up my green gloves and put away ph pens and call it a day
4 months £200 electric, time , patience
i sat in the room and chilled all sunday smoking and scrolling the internet.. weed can really begin to mess with my sense of time i ended up not really coming into my reality until 1am the following day so basically i lost an entire day scrolling and sleeping then waking up at 1 am
weed makes me tired and slow down the day after not terribly makes me think what the hell did i get do last night its only weed . then i just smell that bud and i want to toke again .
i could go on like this for months until ive smoked up all the bud i will then eventually start added booze whisky into this mix. the my decision making gets hazey
i also have a really high tolerance for booze . i cant get drunk
i am probably the more dangerous kind of drunk or stoner because my tolerance is so high i end up smoking and drinking and keep on smoking and drinking. eventually i just disassociate. most people would be off the face slur there words fall over themselves or have emotional break downs at a certain point .
me i dont really change in my demeanor at all i could speak to you like im completely sober . but i continue to chase and chase smoke more weed drink more ..
begin to realise its all just triggering a pattern.
maybe my tolerance is too high for me to enjoy and not become lack of a better word "an addict"
im not an addict but because i got adhd and high tolerance i believe i have this chaser effect which when you finally clean up take a few days smoke free you begin to speed up mentally and begin to question your decision making
i dont know something about weed sends me down a path of weird thinking patterns. i go deep into my self conscious i get hung up on things i dont even really know exist or not or wether its just an altered state of perception i find it somewhat addictive though but also somewhat destructive.
but i used to be about a decade or more ago , i have a high tolerance and when i smoke i smoke
the transition from sober to high is usually do subtle for me that i keep toking well into the early hours
i have ADHD and probably have that chaser effect brain chemistry.
ive just harvested my last grow got about 15 ounces , think im going to hang up my green gloves and put away ph pens and call it a day
4 months £200 electric, time , patience
i sat in the room and chilled all sunday smoking and scrolling the internet.. weed can really begin to mess with my sense of time i ended up not really coming into my reality until 1am the following day so basically i lost an entire day scrolling and sleeping then waking up at 1 am
weed makes me tired and slow down the day after not terribly makes me think what the hell did i get do last night its only weed . then i just smell that bud and i want to toke again .
i could go on like this for months until ive smoked up all the bud i will then eventually start added booze whisky into this mix. the my decision making gets hazey
i also have a really high tolerance for booze . i cant get drunk
i am probably the more dangerous kind of drunk or stoner because my tolerance is so high i end up smoking and drinking and keep on smoking and drinking. eventually i just disassociate. most people would be off the face slur there words fall over themselves or have emotional break downs at a certain point .
me i dont really change in my demeanor at all i could speak to you like im completely sober . but i continue to chase and chase smoke more weed drink more ..
begin to realise its all just triggering a pattern.
maybe my tolerance is too high for me to enjoy and not become lack of a better word "an addict"
im not an addict but because i got adhd and high tolerance i believe i have this chaser effect which when you finally clean up take a few days smoke free you begin to speed up mentally and begin to question your decision making
i dont know something about weed sends me down a path of weird thinking patterns. i go deep into my self conscious i get hung up on things i dont even really know exist or not or wether its just an altered state of perception i find it somewhat addictive though but also somewhat destructive.
