Mr. Bongwater
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thanks for confidence guys, should be a good ride like last time with these friends
Would hppd get worse with infrequent use?
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Gmz
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Just January
My mom's been in a deep depression lately, she's constantly in and out of mental health hospitals and I just can't help but worry about her. She's tried to take her life several times in the past. I've been spending more time with her, but I can tell that she's sad and has a lot on her mind. I really should've taken how I was feeling that day into consideration
Mr. Bongwater
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Mr. Bongwater
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4.5 g's caused me to not be right in the head for like a month and a half afterwards because it was a bad environment but most part because im really unhappy with my life and past, high doses really stir up this kind of stuff for unhappy traumatized people like myself.
I find good trips on lower doses help me with depression and anxiety in an amazing way, its like it helps you look past all the horseshit but its way more profound, plus it makes you open your mind, such powerful substances is bound to be negative sometimes if used incorrectly or frequently.
I find good trips on lower doses help me with depression and anxiety in an amazing way, its like it helps you look past all the horseshit but its way more profound, plus it makes you open your mind, such powerful substances is bound to be negative sometimes if used incorrectly or frequently.
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Mr. Bongwater
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y'all think mda or mdma would help me? not excessively or anything of course, sounds amazing i really need to give it a try its actually been known as a miracle drug to ptsd patients
AthenaDaze
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Yeah. HPPD never really goes away, you get used to it. Every time I take a high dose (which is very rare these days--I've switched over to stimulants to cope with workload), my HPPD gets a tiny, tiny bit more noticeable. There seems to be a crossaddition; when I use a deliriant, my HPPD, originally associated with a very heavy dose of LST from vine-fresh, still green morning glory, my HPPD gets a little more intense. These days, I see aztec patterns on walls and blinds when all I've taken is 50mg of noopept and 1g of aniracetam.
AthenaDaze
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Try it and let us know. If it works well for you, I'll give it a shot. I have some fucking baaaad memories from my childhood that still poke at me every day, and cause some bad depression on occasion.
Gmz
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Does anyone else ever hear weird space like noises? I find it very interesting as to why I hear the things I do when I do mushrooms. When I was laying down on that last trip it was never silent, I heard the familiar noises that I was only able to describe as alien. Then I found these videos, what I heard was like a mix of that deep reverberating bassey sound of Earth (40 seconds in), mixed with the sounds of Saturn (3:14 in). The sounds of Saturn alone remind me of what I heard. I didn't even know planets made noises 
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Mr. Bongwater
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lol wow thats freaky, the universe itself blows my mind since i've done shroomsDoes anyone else ever hear weird space like noises? I find it very interesting as to why I hear the things I do when I do mushrooms. When I was laying down on that last trip it was never silent, I heard the familiar noises that I was only able to describe as alien. Then I found these videos, what I heard was like a mix of that deep reverberating bassey sound of Earth (40 seconds in), mixed with the sounds of Saturn (3:14 in). The sounds of Saturn alone remind me of what I heard. I didn't even know planets made noises
AthenaDaze
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Huh. Yeah, I never got strong auditory hallucination from anything except deliriants.
Mr. Bongwater
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ew, delirents
AthenaDaze
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Eh. They aren't thaaat bad. IMHO, they are an interesting experience, and one worth having at least once.