since this is my journal i can use it as my literal journal too..
i love the doors and music in general. since i create music i feel i understand it differently than everyone else, how many people get goosebumps most of the time they hear it. i want to make music that will change the world so bad but i dont know where to start, i feel like music is the best vessel through which to spread your message. thats also why i keep a written journal which i hope to publish some day.
i tell myself i will be in a band but then i run with the excuse that i cant find people with the style i am looking for. i guess all i can do is continue my music playing and writing and reading, something which i have been lagging on hardcore..fucking internet..too addicting. i am watching the doors live at the hollywood bowl in 1968 and i just feel out of place, i was born way too late. i missed everything that will ever matter. i hope this is just my stoned mind babbling. im done.