So my opinion on this matter , begins with a quick explanation of what I am as a human being. I come from a blue collar family background like the majority of u. With that being said I pride myself on being able to walk into a room of any type of humans and being able to hang out. I have done my share of being part of the mmp community and staying outside of it these are my opinions over the last 4 years.
You must understand that nothing can be as easy as it seems. From the very begining I thought this program was a nice way to make money. Hell I never grew any Jane Till I was a card holder. Not for any other reason then I didnt know anyone to show me. Theres something to be said about some seriously great weed and amazing beer. Big shout out to Bissell Bros , Cotrell's and Beer'd together You have defined a quality of life that can never be takin away.
So to get back on subject for anyone who happens to still be reading In the very beginning I met the girl didnt really know much about her at the time. Just knew she was sexy as hell, the same but different then me at the same time. So she introduced me to ner bros friend who had a severe bone rarity, so his bones grew faster then he did or something. Either way the dude was in pain all the time . So he finds that dude in pawtucket and gets me in. For those intrested I have a collapsed chest from birth , kinda a cop out but the shit hurts often enough to be cronic.
So I get my card and all I can think about is Im gonna invest it all into this were gonna go big and make it!!! Well were over there near lasalle academy fucking kids getting picked up in 100k suvs , I laugh cause when were shoveling the drive way I can smell a mother f@#$%^&* jungle comeing out the basement window lol. OH I forgot something damn U Maiiners. Ok so I got my card im pumped I literally remember waiting till that day to go buy the gear like that mattered hehe.
The staff over at organiclly grown were call I already figured out what I had to invest. Reason I went and stayed going there awhile was , The disabled vet who has 1 arm and 1 leg at 32 made a rewal impression on me. Dude dont need em regardless if hes a vet or not, he makes do. Ill seed this up for u's getting bored I got my geat only had a small area look at old albumns. got 3 1k watts and started with small plants.
THEN BOMB I GET A CALL, "Hey u dont have anything flowering right"? "Nah g us just sold me the clones". Now I just want the old g's to remember that begining exciting me where u are neither scared or excited, somewhere in the middle about to slide one way not able to stop once it happens. So I got this new place a drunk living with me and my new hot chick. Dudce roles up with 12 6 week into flowering 6 foot Kali mists WOWEWEEWA! imaging the high box truck roiling in 9 pm . lots of fun there.
So from there I get into the realization of people are messed up. The guy with the plants not a good guy. I quickly found out of someone who sucks at alot can just happen to grow weed. Do not idolize these people. Nothing bad happened dude just wasnt a good person and as soon as I moved I dropped him havent heard or seen since. Kinda felt bad but is life.
Over next few months I ajusted his nutes and started to attend meetings, where things changed that needed to change. I was fortunately to be 28 at the time. So with that being said I had a decent job , no kids, did not attend college, and partied. It was all about getting rich like the american dream we all race for day in and day out. I dont understand how the president is able to sleep , his job for me would be a dead sentnce. So I show up high to the tuesday night meeting and I couldnt feel more uncomfortable.
There must be easily something like 100-125 people there where I would guess 85 % need help whether there full of pride self wants to admit it or not. I like these people not because I want to help someone or not. I like them because of the worse shit they have been thru THEY ARE STILL ALIVE. To hear some laugh and smile like they're 25 again is something I think back to with honor and respect, with a thank you as well for letting me hang with u's for a minute. Long story short we did the best we could picked up a few patients and showed a few others how to grow. The real tragety is seeing these people detererate , Man up we must be strong for them. Just do the best you can without being over attached , its harsh but u need to help more. Sooner or later medical science will use cannabis , until then we caregiver are the heros.
I want to end this story the right way but Im not feeling the ending yet, maybe I dont want it to end , maybe I dont ever want the moment to end. I've been considering something lately Most of us live for the future , Its what I do. Living in the past is depressing so if u are doing that place stop it will help u. So right we are here now , you reading this , this is now , this moment while your eye moves. Think about the world around u , imagine being anywhere on this planet at this moment in time. This is it could be in the middle of the Pacific or on the highest volcano in Iceland. These seconds that get no attention in our lives we just ignore. How ever many seconds we have in life I believe everyone one is worth as much as any other. I plan to raise my glass , stand strong , and REMEMBER EVERY MOMENT , I AM TAMORIN , I AM A PATRIOT, I AM ROBINHOOD, I AM WILLIAM WALLACE.