Lacy's Indoor Grow??? (lots of questions)

[cheetah2007]

i'm fine too. jus have to get some weed coz i haven't smoke fo two looooong days!

 

[jimmyspaz]

Good Morning Lacy!!!
It's peeing down here today, thunder and lightning allnight long, We were going to go swimming,, but,, I guess we will just stay home and get baked,

 

[Lacy]

My first hash making attempt wif the bubbleator. Be easy on me guys.
You KNOWWW how s-e-n-s-i-t-i-v-e I can be

 

[Lacy]

OMG. Not toked for two days.
Awww...for sorry to hear cheetah. Man! That is evil in and of itself.

i'm fine too. jus have to get some weed coz i haven't smoke fo two looooong days!

Good Morning Lacy!!!
It's peeing down here today, thunder and lightning allnight long, We were going to go swimming,, but,, I guess we will just stay home and get baked,

Awww...miss swimming?
Bummer . I LOVE swimming Jimmy spazzzzzzz. Some like a fish.
Yes it is quite cloudy here also. looks like rain and it poured down last night. I was so baked lats night Jimmy. Seriously, I feel hungover and don't even drink.

Mistakes I made while making this hash.

1/ added too many fan leaves from male plants.... not next time

2/ started too late in the day...oh wait...night

3/ STILL didn't read the entire tutorial ...was a very good lesson in reading the instructions first...... I so guilty of NOT doing that and this was a kick in the head.

the tutorial said to get a certain kind of sandwich.........luckily I figured out that it was a joke before I went out looking BUT the shasty cola and Nacho cheese favoured bugles I spent a LOT of time looking for before i finally got them..........then I got home and forgot the coke so had to go back........

then i find out I DON"T need any of them

4/ figure out whihc bags go first etc BEFORE you start NOT during.

5/ figure out how the machine empties the water out BEFORE using. Damn cause THAT was a total surprise...let me tell you.....my jammies were soaked by the end of the night........

from the machine....ok not just the machine

 

[HATCH]

Fuck, You Are So Freak'n Funny!!!!!!.....That Would Have Been a Good Vid!!!!.......I Can Not Believe You Killed Those Beautiful Bud's!!!..........But, Was It Worth It?????.........In My Hash Making Day's, It Sure Felt Like Alot Of Work For So Little????........Well I Guess You Can Chalk This One In On Experience!!!EH!!!!!

 

[Lacy]

Ha. Yeah. Maybe for YOU guys.
I'm not sure if I would have wanted a=nyone watching me last night.
well maybe....lol
DUDE...I didn't use any of the buds.
Yes it wasn't a great end product BUT I didn't use my good material for my first attempt. Are you kidding me.

Nah...I MAINly sued my males plants which had some real nasty fan leaves which i will never use again.
Because of this I should have just saved the stuff from the last bag #38 but no.....Lacy had to go and add it to the other stuff...lol

THIS time around I am trimming my FINE buds of small little sticky leaves and make a LOT smaller batch.

Bigger isn't always better.

Just wait till you see this batch. This WILL be better because I have a better understanding of what I am doing now.

Fuck, You Are So Freak'n Funny!!!!!!.....That Would Have Been a Good Vid!!!!.......I Can Not Believe You Killed Those Beautiful Bud's!!!..........But, Was It Worth It?????.........In My Hash Making Day's, It Sure Felt Like Alot Of Work For So Little????........Well I Guess You Can Chalk This One In On Experience!!!EH!!!!!

 

[Lacy]

At first I was disappointed with my first try but now I am glad that I used the big fan leaves on my first attempt.
Now I am back to trimming my buds better so i get the nice little leaves. Not sure if I will use male plants again or just the smaller parts that are bluish green.
Right now I am collecting a binch of assorted little leaves and tiny bud stems that are very sticky so i am getting some nice keif too.
This is a LOT more work than I had anticipated and while trying to do housework and do this is like taking one step forward 2 steps back.

Plus I went off all my meds about 9 or 10 days ago...cold turkey.
Been bouncing off the walls but gotta say that it has taken a huge edge off that i was feeling.

I talked with someone with very similar disorders as me that had taken the same drugs that I have been on for years now and was more than curious when she mentioned how she felt when she was on them. It made me re-evaluate my situation and I decided to give going off them a try. Its amazing. I haven't felt this good in a long time and even certain things that normally happen aren't happening now. Its totally kewl.
I'm definitely in a hypomanic mood and am having some trouble sleeping but other than that I felt GREAT!
My hubby is gonna freak when he finds out. ....lol
but I figure it is my body and I want to be the one to decide .
Being on prescription drugs sucks.

 

[w0bi]

Nice first try atleast hahah. But ya u should really figure all that out before you start lmfao. Anyway CANT wait to see the second attempt. Did u smoke any of the first? How was it? Thats good to get off meds for awhile , being on those things all the time can make u feel like shit , even when you dont realize it. Smoke a phattie to fall asleep LOL anyway I hope all goes well wit the 2nd attempt and the off the meds situation. I'll be around here !#%# GO lacy lol crazy girl

 

[Lacy]

Oh I had fun.
Yeah any nornal organized person would first figure it out and then do it but not me. I've gotta be spontaneous and just wingit. ...lol
What a mess. Now I have just finished crushing up some more ice and have a tupperware full of nicer trimmings. They are all sticky

Yes being off the meds is going well so far. I'm most often on the hihger side of the bi-polar and never go into full blown manic episodes like you see on tv and stuff. Crazy yes...no doubt. The only thing that I have to worry about when I am not on meds in being emotionally overwhelmed. If something tragic happens and I am not on any meds then I can spral down into a deep depression and fast. These episodes can last for weeks to years and I become a completely different person. If there is anything really scary about this particular disorder, thats it.

I forget them half the time anyway Too busy self medicating

 

[sallygreen]

Oh I had fun.
Yeah any nornal organized person would first figure it out and then do it but not me. I've gotta be spontaneous and just wingit. ...lol
What a mess. Now I have just finished crushing up some more ice and have a tupperware full of nicer trimmings. They are all sticky

Yes being off the meds is going well so far. I'm most often on the hihger side of the bi-polar and never go into full blown manic episodes like you see on tv and stuff. Crazy yes...no doubt. The only thing that I have to worry about when I am not on meds in being emotionally overwhelmed. If something tragic happens and I am not on any meds then I can spral down into a deep depression and fast. These episodes can last for weeks to years and I become a completely different person. If there is anything really scary about this particular disorder, thats it.

I forget them half the time anyway Too busy self medicating

The complete story about any person would shock just about every person. I assume if I had no blemishes of my own, I would't receive so much pleasure in acknoledging those of others. As far as disorders are concerned.

 

[tipsgnob]

At first I was disappointed with my first try but now I am glad that I used the big fan leaves on my first attempt.
Now I am back to trimming my buds better so i get the nice little leaves. Not sure if I will use male plants again or just the smaller parts that are bluish green.
Right now I am collecting a binch of assorted little leaves and tiny bud stems that are very sticky so i am getting some nice keif too.
This is a LOT more work than I had anticipated and while trying to do housework and do this is like taking one step forward 2 steps back.

Plus I went off all my meds about 9 or 10 days ago...cold turkey.
Been bouncing off the walls but gotta say that it has taken a huge edge off that i was feeling.

I talked with someone with very similar disorders as me that had taken the same drugs that I have been on for years now and was more than curious when she mentioned how she felt when she was on them. It made me re-evaluate my situation and I decided to give going off them a try. Its amazing. I haven't felt this good in a long time and even certain things that normally happen aren't happening now. Its totally kewl.
I'm definitely in a hypomanic mood and am having some trouble sleeping but other than that I felt GREAT!
My hubby is gonna freak when he finds out. ....lol
but I figure it is my body and I want to be the one to decide .
Being on prescription drugs sucks.

OH NO...!!! I am scurd....

 

[sallygreen]

My life experience and disorder has taught me that If you have suffered and been going through pure hell: keep going! I personally killed my own right, to ask "Why did this madness happen to me?" or "Why did I have to experience and see this bloody mess?" Because never once did I ask these same questions about happiness when it was apart of my life. Sure, God won't give me so much that I can't substain. I just pray that She didn't trust me so much.

 

[Lacy]

Yes I suppose you are right! I'm just so demanding and brustal with myself. I usually accept and allow others to be themselves but don't always gove myself the same oportunity.
Personal freedom means more to me than anything else in this entire. I'm starting to feel some freedom now but I can't explain it, nor will I. I'll spare you all.

The complete story about any person would shock just about every person. I assume if I had no blemishes of my own, I would't receive so much pleasure in acknoledging those of others. As far as disorders are concerned.

OH NO...!!! I am scurd....

and dude...you should be. To be honest.....I am also.
I feel like............oh ....I could be vulnerably dangerous these days.

My life experience and disorder has taught me that If you have suffered and been going through pure hell: keep going! I personally killed my own right, to ask "Why did this madness happen to me?" or "Why did I have to experience and see this bloody mess?" Because never once did I ask these same questions about happiness when it was apart of my life. Sure, God won't give me so much that I can't substain. I just pray that She didn't trust me so much.

Amen.
So sally? How much are you getting for those seashells these a days????

I slept almost 7 hours straight last night.
No meds or anything.
It felt awesome.
The sleep wasn't bad either.

 

[sallygreen]

Yes I suppose you are right! I'm just so demanding and brustal with myself. I usually accept and allow others to be themselves but don't always gove myself the same oportunity.
Personal freedom means more to me than anything else in this entire. I'm starting to feel some freedom now but I can't explain it, nor will I. I'll spare you all.



and dude...you should be. To be honest.....I am also.
I feel like............oh ....I could be vulnerably dangerous these days.



Amen.
So sally? How much are you getting for those seashells these a days????

I slept almost 7 hours straight last night.
No meds or anything.
It felt awesome.
The sleep wasn't bad either.

I can't afford to spend my time making money. Unfortunetly money costs too much.

 

[sallygreen]

Hey Lacy, have you ever wondered why you can always read a doctor's bill and you never can read his prescription? If you ask my ego; a doctor who has bad breath shares no right to medical opinion.

 

[jimmyspaz]

Good for you Lacy! I've seen too many of my friends screwed up by perscription(sp?) drugs ( mostly anti-depressants ) to trust them.Almost always they were better off just smoking weed! I hope you don't find it impossible to get along without them,I'm pulling for you!!

 

[sallygreen]

Most doctors think im a arrogant asshole only because Im completly honest with them. Your damn right I'm going to voice how I feel doc! A doctor who is incapable of taking a good history and a patient who can't give one are in danger of giving and receiving bad treatment. It is written in my personal book of personal facts; that fifty% of these doc's graduated near the bottom half of their class. I've always been sort of a rebel with this type of stuff as far back as grade school; my attitude in school was always: I'm not here to worship what is known, but to question it.

 

[sallygreen]

Oh the amazing powers of nature. She knows what exactly what we need, and the doctors know nothing. To recall my last visit to the doctor like always I put him through a tough interogation, then I asked him: is the drug that substance which, when injected into a rat, will produce a scientific report? The look on his face was priceless, he was so pissed. I should have won a award for that performance!

 

[w0bi]

Ur a trip lacy, I'm glad everything is working out for you. And to add my own. Arrogance isn't bad at all, expect when you think you know everything about something when infact you don't. Not referring to you at all lacy UR great! !#% I'm here for the ride if you need anything or just needa talk anytime just halla I'll be around for one of my fav RIUers

 

[Lacy]

yep. I'm a trip alright
I actually like some arrogant people...my hubby is one of them

thanks woBi

I really suck at the one on one thing tho

Ur a trip lacy, I'm glad everything is working out for you. And to add my own. Arrogance isn't bad at all, expect when you think you know everything about something when infact you don't. Not referring to you at all lacy UR great! !#% I'm here for the ride if you need anything or just needa talk anytime just halla I'll be around for one of my fav RIUers