Classic benzo and alcohol ending....I started drinking with klonapin in Chicago and came to on the 8 freeway in mission valley on my way to o.b.(I used to live there). It was a relapse, a big one! Scared the bajesus out of me...but u kept at it...alcohol seemed to take away all the positive things I had gotten from psychedelic use. Now I'm starting over
I feel more enlightened just being clear of booze. I really abused it though from age 15-30 drank every day...In my 20's started drinking in the morning...next waking up in the middle of the night shaking panicked needing a drink....by 30 I was in the icu dying...still didn't stop me...next was loosing job's, girls, shelter, friends (and their couches) , homeless!!! Anyway, still didn't stop me. But I woke up sometime 3 years ago and haven't had a sip of booze in 3 yrs. But I could sure use the company of my favorite girl molly right about now