tired of being a scumbag but dont know how to change....

theexpress

theexpress

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day 9.... aint shit to it now... its all mind over matter now... only time i feind for weed and nicoteen is when i get angry. changed my attitude a bit as well. im more open about my feelings now. esp with friends and family. i thought about it hard lately i dont wanna change my anger issues im a angry violent dude its gotten me in trouble yes but its also has kept me alive... if a stranger gets scared cuzz i have a prison yard stare or walk n talk a certain way then fukk u thats ur fault. but if u say some shit to my face ill crush u. not my fault u too scared to get to know me or too stupid to start shit with me. and if u get the better of me in a fight ima grab a weapon and beat ur brains out ur ears... thats who the fuck i am check my criminal record. crook county crazed till da world blow i can be ur best friend or worst enemy
 
Hookabelly

Hookabelly

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Just curious, do you have a wife/gf? That can certainly help nurture your emotional side.. If yes, how does she help with your efforts to try and change?
 
mr sunshine

mr sunshine

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theexpress said:
day 9.... aint shit to it now... its all mind over matter now... only time i feind for weed and nicoteen is when i get angry. changed my attitude a bit as well. im more open about my feelings now. esp with friends and family. i thought about it hard lately i dont wanna change my anger issues im a angry violent dude its gotten me in trouble yes but its also has kept me alive... if a stranger gets scared cuzz i have a prison yard stare or walk n talk a certain way then fukk u thats ur fault. but if u say some shit to my face ill crush u. not my fault u too scared to get to know me or too stupid to start shit with me. and if u get the better of me in a fight ima grab a weapon and beat ur brains out ur ears... thats who the fuck i am check my criminal record. crook county crazed till da world blow i can be ur best friend or worst enemy
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Hookabelly

Hookabelly

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theexpress said:
dude what.........
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I can't get into it right now… I wasn't calling you out. It's Friday night and I'm well into my whiskey right now…I was just thinking about the OP in this thread and thinking that if you had someone close to you then she can give you support.
 
theexpress

theexpress

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Hookabelly said:
I can't get into it right now… I wasn't calling you out. It's Friday night and I'm well into my whiskey right now…I was just thinking about the OP in this thread and thinking that if you had someone close to you then she can give you support.
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lol........ if had nuff gfs to know it wont last... u got me twisted
 
puffntuff

puffntuff

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Join a trade. The pay is good they don't give a fuck about felonies. Prolly meet more clientele shits a winning situation.
 
theexpress

theexpress

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saw calender... today day 12.... got a sick ass county jail work out today 1000 chair dips 350 body weight squats 110 push ups and a bunch jumpin jax
 
theexpress

theexpress

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been eatin soooo much veggies lately im starting crave them like there sweets n shit.. todays lunch grilled mush. zuccini an steamed broccoli and roasted deli turkey on a corn tortilla with a lil musturd.. with a slice of provalone cheese. i may go mostly or all gluten free in future. i try to limite white bread also. ill never go vegiterian tho.. love eating animals too much
 
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