maybe this is just me but im getting abit fed up with myself atm.
every time i have a problem or trou fire up bles ia joint or two or three or four etc.
i hate money problems. theres been times when ive just been thinkin to myself "wtf am i gonna do". smoking helps abit, ya know, u got all these bills comin in and ur like "how the fuck am i gonna pay these". u hit the weed and things become better.
now in this situation, that is me all over. i do get the things sorted but im fed up of the "wtf am i gonna do" part. im fed up of being sat on my own, smoking my sorrows and thinkin how im gonna pay bills.
does any1 else smoke in this situation or do they put it on hold until they have all there things sorted?
i think im going to try and sort something without being stoned. but when times get hard i always give in.
p.s. i fucking hate this government!
every time i have a problem or trou fire up bles ia joint or two or three or four etc.
i hate money problems. theres been times when ive just been thinkin to myself "wtf am i gonna do". smoking helps abit, ya know, u got all these bills comin in and ur like "how the fuck am i gonna pay these". u hit the weed and things become better.
now in this situation, that is me all over. i do get the things sorted but im fed up of the "wtf am i gonna do" part. im fed up of being sat on my own, smoking my sorrows and thinkin how im gonna pay bills.
does any1 else smoke in this situation or do they put it on hold until they have all there things sorted?
i think im going to try and sort something without being stoned. but when times get hard i always give in.
p.s. i fucking hate this government!