ayr0n
Well-Known Member
I've been trying to quit for the past 2-3 years and have hardly made it over the 24 hour mark up until recently. I have a problem with addiction...my dad was an addict, and even though I never met the dude I unfortunately inherited his addictive personality. Everything that can be considered an indulgence I easily get addicted to...drugs, sex, music, money and food...anything I enjoy I just can't limit myself on at all. It took a long time to realize this was an issue, but now I'm fully aware of it and it's really helping me to take the steps necessary to improve my life and lifestyle.
I smoked for the first time when I was 7-8 yrs old. It wasn't a cigarette and the person who allowed me to smoke had their own issues, so I don't fault them anymore. I used to like to blame him for a lot of my problems (ex boyfriend of my mom) but there comes a point when you realize every choice is yours to make, and even if I was too young to decide back then, I sure as hell know what I'm doing now...
I didn't start smoking cigarettes daily until around 13-14 and at around 20 I was up to a 1.5 packs a day. I'm now 23 and had gradually worked back down to about 1 pack a day but that's still shit and I was getting to the point of depression because it's a hard concept to wrap your head around - how can a chemical dependency make your choices for you? How can you know something is awful but continue to do it? Even when you don't want to, you can literally convince yourself " It's okay "...well it's definitely not okay and I decided it was time to quit paying tobacco companies to kill me.
So enough of the backstory - this is how I did it:
My fiance is not the biggest fan of me smoking weed, or growing it. Me and her had come to an agreement that if I could do it without impacting our lives and if I made a couple accommodations to keep her happy then I could grow - everythings working out good, and I'm loving this new hobby...so I got this idea - I made a new deal with my girl that I won't smoke weed again until I haven't had a cigarette for a full 30 days. The 2nd part of the deal is what helped the most - If I smoked weed before I hadn't had a cigarette for 30 days then she could kill my plants and sell all of my growing equipment / gear...
It worked lmao. I guess I really love marijuana. This is like a tripple win - tolerance break, get to quit smoking cigs and saving a shit load of money from not buying cigarettes or weed. This situation is probably pretty specific / unique so IDK if it can help any of you, but hopefully it could inspire you to do something similar to overcome this nasty addiction called nicotine. For the first time in 8 years I haven't had a cigarette in over 3 days and I feel amazing because of it. Not like I recovered, but because I fucking did it! 3 days isn't a full victory but it sure as hell feels like it. Today was the first time I had ever woke up and not thought "cigarette and coffee" right away...it's too early to say I made it, but I'm almost 100% positive I won't light another cig anytime soon. Don't feel like restarting that 30 day timer lol.
So what are some methods you guys' have used to quit? What would you recommend for the coming weeks? Anything I should expect?
I smoked for the first time when I was 7-8 yrs old. It wasn't a cigarette and the person who allowed me to smoke had their own issues, so I don't fault them anymore. I used to like to blame him for a lot of my problems (ex boyfriend of my mom) but there comes a point when you realize every choice is yours to make, and even if I was too young to decide back then, I sure as hell know what I'm doing now...
I didn't start smoking cigarettes daily until around 13-14 and at around 20 I was up to a 1.5 packs a day. I'm now 23 and had gradually worked back down to about 1 pack a day but that's still shit and I was getting to the point of depression because it's a hard concept to wrap your head around - how can a chemical dependency make your choices for you? How can you know something is awful but continue to do it? Even when you don't want to, you can literally convince yourself " It's okay "...well it's definitely not okay and I decided it was time to quit paying tobacco companies to kill me.
So enough of the backstory - this is how I did it:
My fiance is not the biggest fan of me smoking weed, or growing it. Me and her had come to an agreement that if I could do it without impacting our lives and if I made a couple accommodations to keep her happy then I could grow - everythings working out good, and I'm loving this new hobby...so I got this idea - I made a new deal with my girl that I won't smoke weed again until I haven't had a cigarette for a full 30 days. The 2nd part of the deal is what helped the most - If I smoked weed before I hadn't had a cigarette for 30 days then she could kill my plants and sell all of my growing equipment / gear...
It worked lmao. I guess I really love marijuana. This is like a tripple win - tolerance break, get to quit smoking cigs and saving a shit load of money from not buying cigarettes or weed. This situation is probably pretty specific / unique so IDK if it can help any of you, but hopefully it could inspire you to do something similar to overcome this nasty addiction called nicotine. For the first time in 8 years I haven't had a cigarette in over 3 days and I feel amazing because of it. Not like I recovered, but because I fucking did it! 3 days isn't a full victory but it sure as hell feels like it. Today was the first time I had ever woke up and not thought "cigarette and coffee" right away...it's too early to say I made it, but I'm almost 100% positive I won't light another cig anytime soon. Don't feel like restarting that 30 day timer lol.
So what are some methods you guys' have used to quit? What would you recommend for the coming weeks? Anything I should expect?