It might help if I add that we've never hooked up in the past besides light petting and an occasional kiss. Never done the nasty.
Yeah, but you have always WANTED to.
And she knows that.
That's a bit of an issue in my book. I have loads of dude friends. And many of them are now married and have babies and stuff. But even when we were both single we could have slept in the same bed together and it was totally plutonic.
My bestie Derek I have been like Peas and Carrots for 25 years.
But you don't sound like you have that kind of relationship with her, is what I'm saying. It sounds like you are saying that if SHE was into it - you would be too.
But she's not, so nothing is going to happen.
Am I on the right page? I'm high as fuck so I have no idea if I'm even speaking Engrish right now or if I'm typing to a blank computer screen....
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