KETAMINE TRIP REPORT: 10/21/2014
"think of the universe as a giant computer"
dosage - 250 mgs - 300 mgs white powder, anesket medical grade ketamine - Insufflated
duration - about 90 minutes
setting - bedroom while in deep meditation while listening to a great playlist put together for the occasion
music playlist: Soul Blood - Alice Spacedoll, dive - tycho, awareness - kalya scintilla, on a good day - oceanlab, morning focus - templo, spectral processor - androcell, solar prayers (bird of prey remix) - desert dwellers, and Light Ocean Blue - Entheogenic
~~~~~~~ i love myself a good k hole session to look deep into my brain. I consider them a way to have a trip without getting super loaded on acid that can prolong a trip but everyone is different. I highly recommend meditating with ketamine especially if it is at a high dosage and really good quality Kittie Kats. i enjoy anesket or preset, if available.
The trip -----
0 - 5 minutes in:
i snorted the above said dosage through my right nostril. After i turned off the lights, drank some water to wash the drip down, put in my headphones and started the above listed playlist, layed back and
listened...
Always when i start a k hole session, i feel like i am in a dentist office. Probably because of past experiences while getting a cavity filled with nitrous oxide used as an anesthetic, like a flashback of sorts. Nitrous is very similar to k holes but of course way different . Cognition was normal at this point
10 - 15 minutes after Insufflation:
I always know i got enough into my system when after i snort the dose, i feel like something big is about to come on even though i do not feel the Ketamine's effects yet. My heart beat starts to speed up slightly and i feel a sense of comfort and an ease of any negative emotions. My upper lip becomes numb while i can feel my face start to get numb following. I start to hear a high pitch tone, very similar to a dmt OM tone while in a deemster trip but maybe a bit lower. The tone kept getting louder as the Ketamine took hold. I knew i took enough because i felt like i was on a rollercoaster, creeping up the first high drop. slowly and slowly as it came on, i knew i was in for a ride. I was very excited at this point. My "normal" mental actions are starting to be altered.
~~~i always know i got into this sacred thinking space when i start to have profound visions and synchronicities. Most k hole visions are not your typical visual like with lsd, mushrooms, or dmt....they are more surreal and dream like. Kind of like watching a realistic movie or film such as planet earth. containing dreamscapes, overhead birds eye view of actual places, visions of flying through the air over mountains, bodies of water, acres of land...etc.
Sometimes my sessions are hit or miss, "hit" meaning that the experience can be very pleasant with profound/powerful visuals, feelings of getting propelled through a tunnel that feel beyond blissful/leaving my physical body, very thought provoking, a very meaningful spiritual experience, insightful, and at times i believe to have communicated with divine beings that are higher than myself, God, extraterrestrials, and basically all information that is light/creation.
and when i say "miss" i mean having an experience that was not as visual, not as meaningful, no contact with alien like beings, sometimes contact with them but they show me a harsh unwanted dark lesson that i did not want but still shows me something i needed to learn. also having unpleasant effects such as irritated nasal cavities that distract me from the trip/thoughts.
20 - 40 minutes into the session:
i feel like i tapped into the universal consciousness of everyone and everything. I say this because i feel like i am thinking other people's thoughts/views that are connected to Me. i have a strong feeling of contentment, realizations without any fear, certain things that have been bothering me in my life at the time were put at ease and helped me bring this sense of comfort back into my sober self after the session, i felt like i communicated with my higher self (Goddess/God) to bring about said comfort that shook a certain fear away from me, very big moment of clarity, very pleasant/interesting/synchronized visions/visuals that connected with my trip & life, felt an extremely blissful body high that made me say "i feel like my fingers just sucked my hands away", and i chanted some mantras and spoke a few blessings out loud for the universe to hear such as "bless my roommates/friends, i love each of them, bless everyone and everything", and had a profound sense of awareness that brought about comfort, ease, fearless intentions, and clarity.
45 - 90 minutes into the session:
im out of the hole now but still having visuals and body high. Very high still both on the ketamine and mentally, i am content with the experience and now have time to reminisce. My right nasal cavity at this point is a little irritated but i was so happy with the outcome of the trip that i didn't really care. My right nostril was dripping and my right eye was crying tears of joy. Probably from the irritated sinuses and the experience i just had. All the fear that i have built up from my life the past 6 months had died and ceased due to the interaction with my inner voice aka intuition or God as i like to call it. I was tired about 75 minutes in and could feel the k wearing off, still very content and knew i was gunna sleep very well. which i did.
i awoke the next day with no hangover and felt blissed out from the afterglow.
Very grateful for this experience due to how much it helped my fear struggles and how pleasant the trip was. bless it.
it is very hard and difficult to describe the visions/visuals i had because they relate to my life in a profound, individual way.
i look forward to my next session and i will do my best to record my research.
i will be doing it in a sensory deprivation chamber
i hope you all enjoy this trip report and gain something from it.
i love you all
until next time.... <3
