Iloveskywalkerog
Well-Known Member
The "lowest level you went to smoke" thread grinded my gears not the thread itself but what it reminded me of, I spent 5 months in Florida for weed, just so I can come back and smoke more than I did before, yeah my self esteem was raised, at first when I was in rehab, I was certain I would never smoke weed again, but what do you know 3 months later I end up with a cough syrup addiction, I could've gone to college during those months, instead of having to enroll for the spring semester, it just makes me kinda mad that I spent 5 Months In Florida for nothing. It wasn't a good time once I got into the halfway, which was in a neighborhood where drugs were being sold in each direction, I was put down and ridiculed by An AA group, for not hanging out with a guy who I didn't want to hang out with, because he was crazy, got ditched at a meeting and had to walk 3 hours to get home because my "busy" house manager couldn't come get me. This made me so outraged that I switched back to my original mindset and screamed fuck Florida to the top of my lungs on the hallendale beach bridge, I was caught dirty piss when I got back to the halfway house, I decided to come back to Dallas, I am happy I'm back and it feels better than being in Florida but man it agitates me when I think about the fact I spent basically half a year over there, with nothing to show for it.
