supreme bean
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Im an artist.Im a nutter.Cover me in peanut butter.
My social life was already dead but I know what you mean. Actually I thought I was going to become a social zombie when I quit drinking, I thought that even my conversations with friends and family would be completely dull, but this is not the case I'm still able to laugh and hold conversation I'm just not as loud and emotional.I quit booze nearly 3 years ago.Made big improvements to my mental health- and killed my social life.Not complaining tho.
I'm doing good I've since given up on the idea of becoming a hermit I don't think I could survive. I have been practicing a few meditations such as inner body awareness and have really connected with my inner peace. I am beginning to study eastern philosophy and scripture and a trip to India is not out of the question.Hey New Age United.How ya doing these days.If its a hermitage you want.why not spend some time in India learning to meditate.
there is a place within you- remote ,peacefull.and open all hours.Meditation will show you the door.
.You sound like u r doing okay.I had bad chronicI'm doing good I've since given up on the idea of becoming a hermit I don't think I could survive. I have been practicing a few meditations such as inner body awareness and have really connected with my inner peace. I am beginning to study eastern philosophy and scripture and a trip to India is not out of the question.
I will definitely read The Book of Secrets thanks I have been practicing Zen for 8 years now a book I would highly recommend is "A New Earth " by Eckhart Tolle. I read Opening the Energy Gates of Your Body and found some great breathing practices as well as the screening your body practice and some great lessons on posture. However qi gong is not meant to be fully practiced by people with certain mental illness' and I know why when I was in the hospital I did a full head scan and ended up relapsing into psychosis I think I could even feel the rush of dopamine while I was scanning and too much dopamine is not good for a schizophrenic that's what my medication does is lower dopamine. I still found some great wisdom while studying qi gong thanks for the suggestion..You sound like u r doing okay.I had bad chronic
pain issues from multilple injuries.I managed to get rid of the pain and heal my body using meditation and qi-gong.let me know if you want me to elaborate.I have spent some time in India.Cambodia is my next destination of choice.
I think you may find some sense of community in meditation ashram.
Zen master OSHO is my favourite GURU.The Book of Secrets, is great.
do you have your class a?@DaSprout @sunni @supreme bean @qwizoking I've found the perfect solution for me, I'm going to become a trucker; I'm going to Maine in September. And I said I would never move to the states lol. It's perfect bc I can handle the solitude and it gives just enough interaction to keep me sane.
That's how the qking rolls. And distributes.do you have your class a?
maine huh, not exactly a hub. usually trucks throw product around Pennsylvania new York and the likes with thosr "fixed" trucks going into maine and far ne
pa, ne, Maryland are hubs in the n.e
but not a lot leaving. they just take it like a slut.
wa, or, il ia, Michigan , ate the best areas..
you can end up just running cross country back and forth. the petro buffet outside laramie wy go hatd
Good luck to you and your future@DaSprout @sunni @supreme bean @qwizoking I've found the perfect solution for me, I'm going to become a trucker; I'm going to Maine in September. And I said I would never move to the states lol. It's perfect bc I can handle the solitude and it gives just enough interaction to keep me sane.
who does this? i mean, anyone that does not recognize schizo as a disability, do you really give a fuck what they think?Schizophrenia is a disability but is not recognized as such.
Thanks for the Intel no I don't have my class a that's why I'm going to the states bc they don't train on the job up here you gotta take a course and it's like $5000. I'm moving to the states for 2 months in hopes of landing a job with a company that trains. Will definitely consider the states you mentioned.do you have your class a?
maine huh, not exactly a hub. usually trucks throw product around Pennsylvania new York and the likes with thosr "fixed" trucks going into maine and far ne
pa, ne, Maryland are hubs in the n.e
but not a lot leaving. they just take it like a slut.
wa, or, il ia, Michigan , ate the best areas..
you can end up just running cross country back and forth. the petro buffet outside laramie wy go hatd
you know who your gonna go with?Thanks for the Intel no I don't have my class a that's why I'm going to the states bc they don't train on the job up here you gotta take a course and it's like $5000. I'm moving to the states for 2 months in hopes of landing a job with a company that trains. Will definitely consider the states you mentioned.
My sister lives 20 mins outside of Philly in NJ so maybe I'll head down that way
Holy fuck never even thought about a follicle test thanks for bringing this to my attention, imagine giving up weed for a month just to fail the follicle test. I gave up weed 2 days ago not moving down till the 1st so that gives me 3 weeks clean before I even start applying. I will definitely shave my head.you know who your gonna go with?
crst, cre, swift, Schneider
are common, hiring every week. lots of schools, they put you in a motel during training..so dont worry about it being in a particular area.
pros and cons to each company.
anyway good luck
make sure you can pass a drug test, including possible hair test.
What's worse is they take that hair directly from your ball sack.Holy fuck never even thought about a follicle test thanks for bringing this to my attention, imagine giving up weed for a month just to fail the follicle test.
Lol ya I thought about that. I don't have a problem shaving my nuts but am I gonna have to shave my legs and arms too you think?What's worse is they take that hair directly from your ball sack.
Youd fit right in.@DaSprout @sunni @supreme bean @qwizoking I've found the perfect solution for me, I'm going to become a trucker; I'm going to Maine in September. And I said I would never move to the states lol. It's perfect bc I can handle the solitude and it gives just enough interaction to keep me sane.