I hate the fsct pat has retired from music.
I am muxh like him and at a crossroads wjth this punk scene. I do not have the same beliefs I did when i was 12.
Life still sucks but I have matured drugs arent what I want juat a way of life. I awear by thia time next year I want to clean and happy with myself again.
I am debating going to a detox facility. I have my old addiction councillors # maybe he will rush me through. He was a great guy. I just cant do detox that way.
Whatever i will try doing a taper myself. I have benzos and wverything i neeed. Know these wds will be dangerous.
@curious2garden maybe u can help me
build a proper taper schedule. I cant do hospitals. I think this needs to happen.
I vomit blood now. And it is fresg blood. All red and gooey. I seen the dried up blood a lot, never this freah coloured. Blah alcohol is fun m8