That's the way that growing makes me feel. I was always angry or depressed working my ass off for corporate America: forced to spend my day with idiots that I hated, commuting for hours with douche bags that shouldn't have a license, the majority of my time away from my friends and family and the things I enjoy. I thought I was working toward some type of retirement security just to have almost everything wiped out during the housing market crisis. That's what really did it for me to get out of the system. If there's no real security, what the fuck was I torturing myself for? I'm so much more happy and relaxed now that I make my living by felony, while providing top shelf meds for people to help make their lives a little brighter. Cops harassing me? No problem. I make twice as much as you, fuck you, I grow. Parking tickets, speeding tickets, unfair taxes? Fuck you, I grow. It's my way of rebelling against the bullshit, and it's good for the soul...