Larry {the} Gardener
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It was also my love of a secure future. With her job, if I had been popped for growing or smoking, it would have been top of the fold, headline news in our local newspaper. Lots of negative repercussions for her. She makes almost 4 times what I do, and once her retirement starts, it will still be more than double what I make. My retirement plan is for her to live a very long time.Ugh, that would be harsh on me but if you love your wife then you cant be stubborn about it when it comes to a better future.
Im actually quite tolerant about my stoner habbits though, im a very heavy nighly/home smoker (insomia,arthritis,mild ptsd) not really a sativa/sunlight user however i just cant quit for good and i think its because it would be hell going to work under the sun for 10 hours on just 3 hours of sleep. As long as i feel im abusing the medicinal qualities and not the physical "high" then i dont feel guilty of a routine not one bit lol
Most days I get high right after each meal. I have had to stretch what smoke I had this summer, and that makes it go a long way. Now when I camp, I do smoke out, but most of the time a couple of three one hitters does me fine. I can still get really, really high. That is something I don't want to lose anytime soon.
And I don't plan on stopping again. When I'm at work {like today}, and not able to smoke at my usual time, it gets me stressed out.