Take great heaps of health for your body/mind/soul which might very well be one entire entity in this mathematical reality that truly is an unexplainable miracle and thus can understandably leave living creatures dying unjustified or tragically random. And so, respect life and make reconciliation always with every big and little thing in your daily life.
Fuck my lifestyle even though
im too guilty in secret deep admiration and lust for this drug. Reality at this point is prison or death at a pace thats really so fucking fast I've been too slow and normal to not only just see and understand my likely fate, but, feel the "Oh shit I'm that kind of person in the eyes of rest of world and feel ashamed/guilt"
Hope I don't get sick/OD here soon...like hours, but I think I need to get
one last hoorah out of my cravings opposed to my daily 'let's die' dosages. Dabs substitute dope in every way and exceeding the overall expectations of our planets diverse drug world.
...if you all don't see this profile on for a little, I've hopefully entered some form of at home rehab/self discipline and baby step my reality back into sanity
Im so appreciative of going so far into the darker world before I die, I have mad compassion for people who can and can't help their addiction. this shit is dark fun, like fatal mischief