@Jimdamick please don't use psychedelics with ssri in your system, yes they will probably inhibit the trip but I've seen people on anti depressants using psychedelics and it's not good for your brain. A friend of mine took her own life please please don't combine them.
I go through depression myself and although I've never used ssri's, I've seen them change my friends' personalities over the years and I'm not sure if they do any good at all.
I have been taking SSRI's for 30+ years, and am sick to death of them.
I plan on winding down anyway, to see if I can escape that burden of eating this shit everyday, to simply feel normal.
Being on anti's sucks, and I don't know if it is worth the hassle (lack of energy/sexual disfunction), but I am speaking as someone who is looking for an alternative to the existing approach to depression.
I want to cut my dosage anyway, to see what's it like to be "clean" again, and after a period of time, trip again.
I had never felt so connected to everything important until I tripped, and I miss that emotion.
You've tripped right? then you know what I mean.
I'm sick of manufactured chemicals to straighten my head out, why not try natural organics to sooth my soul.
So, this is my plan.
I am going to wind down the med's I am taking now, to see what's up, untill a month goes by.
By that time, if I feel I can't cope with the sobriety from the fucking meds that I take now, so be it, Ill continue my existing program..
But by that time my shrooms will be almost done, and I will decide to sell them all, or eat some in a therapeutical sense, by microdosing
I don't really want to talk to God (been there, done that), but I feel like I would like to "reconnect" by microdosing .Psilocybin.
Anyway, I haven't even gotten the spores yet, so there is a long way to go before I actually make up my mind.
I thank you for your advice, it is appreciated.