When I was struggling with motivation mid way through a footy season my old coach took me aside and gave me this advice he said what you need to do is when you get home get nude and go look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself have you got the balls to keep on going or are you going to give up and sit on the sideline with the rest of the arm chair hero’s,long story short we just scrapped into the finals and ended winning the G.F in extra time that year. So it’s time for you to ask yourself the same question bro,have you got it in you to push through and grind out a harvest ? Speaking for myself but I’m sure all of us here would say the same thing,I’m hoping your answer is fucking oath I’ve got it in me to keep going,grower depression is a real thing just suck it up and crack on do what you have to do to get to harvest then reload and go again. When I lost that grow last year it cost me a lot of time and money all up over $40 grand I didn’t know if I could even get out of bed any more,just keep growing bro you’ll never forgive yourself if you don’t